So I lasted 65 days and I finally had sex. I used a prostitute. I don’t feel good about it but I don’t feel bad either, surprisingly. Porn has literally ruined my life and after two months of quitting I needed a release. I suffered from PIED since I was 17. I hadn’t had sex in years because of it.
I would fail with hot girl after hot girl. It crushed my confidence and self esteem. But since last Saturday I know now that I can perform, that I can have sex, and honestly it’s changed everything.
I’m not proud of what I had to do but I’m just saying, don’t lose hope. It is possible to recover. If you believe anyone in this subreddit please let it be me. Had I not started two months ago I would’ve grown to be the 40 year old virgin (it was that bad). Now, my erections are like middle-school-gym-shorts-playing-grab-ass-with-the-girls hard. To the point where my penis has actually grown in size (about half inch).
Keep up the good fight guys. If you’re ever feeling weak just do what I was told, think about what you want from abstaining from porn and masturbation, think about the end goal (sex), and then think about what you’ve been doing… Yea, that should crush any urges.. good luck!
LINK – 65 days in, lost virginity