On the whole, the nofap journey I have to admit it has been great for me. before nofap I was pretty much numb all the time, I had social anxiety but did not feel even close to as poorly as I have during flatlines.
Benefits in the other hand are simply amazing I feel true connections with people and carry a sense of confidence that cannot be found anywhere but deep within.
I did not have a serious porn addiction, I would use soft porn to jerk it daily for 6 years. I am not a loner or outcast. a lot of people consider me to be the best looking person in my high school. I’m going to one of the best colleges in the world next year and have had relationships with some very attractive girls.
Considering all this, I still do believe the nofap is one of the greatest things to happen to me. I believe that if I ride out these flatlines I will feel like the person I display myself as. Although I have had a good life so far, by others opinions, it has not felt that way because of how much action has numbed my life.
So my point here is that people who look like they have it all figured out still deal with anxiety and depression like everyone else. this post is not meant to make me seem better than, because deep down I feel less than because of the shame that master action has plagued me with.
I’m in a pretty intense flatline right now, my body feels incredibly uncomfortable- every part of me feels awkward. I cannot speak for long periods of time and have experienced random bouts of anxiety. that right there is the flatline minus dead dick which I’m also experiencing.
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