Over the weekend my girlfriend and I hung out. We got a little frisky as usual, and long story short, I ended up coming during sex for the first time. It was truly a magical moment for me as my PIED went away for the first time and things worked like normal.
But that wasn’t even the best part. Sure I finally managed to come during sex which was cool, and a major beacon of hope, but I just loved the feeling.
For the first time in my life, I didn’t have to close any tabs after I came. I didn’t need to feel ashamed, or guilty about what I did. I didn’t feel depressed, anxious, and I didn’t feel alone.
I just felt happy, because she was there with me and helped me overcome an obstacle that’s messed with me my entire life. It was nice cuddling with her after and appreciating the intimacy of the time we shared.
Honestly, if I had to choose between this and porn, I wouldn’t even have to think about it twice (Always keep the guard up though!)
Keep on keeping on everyone.
Been trying since last November but just now am finally making real progress, and no have about 60 days without any masturbation or porn. There are so many benefits I’ve experienced and still am.
- Sleep better
- Depression way better
- Aniexty almost non-existent
- Clear mind
- Better self control
I am 18.
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