I am currently 19 years old. I have been an absolute LOSER for all my life. I was a spoiled child, a bullied Teenager. A had no Friends in my School. I was overweight. I was extremely poor at Studies. I have never had a Girlfriend. I was a Failure in my Own eyes. In short, I have been a total Disappointment for my Family and myself.
I have been watching porn and masturbating since I was 12 (too much). And 10 months ago, I was diagnosed with Depression. I used to cry every single day, for no reason. I just Fapped, ate Junk and Cried all day.
Then one day (few months ago), I found about this thing called NoFap. I found it interesting, so I decided to read and know more about it. I got very fascinated when I saw the Benefits mentioned in the articles and videos. I tried to give it a shot. But I failed after 1 week. Then I tried again, and I failed again after 14 Days. Then, I just dropped this Idea of NoFap and went back to my old shitty routine to destroy my life.
But then, 45 Days ago, It was an usual day, I was crying in bed, thinking about my past. My brain was fogged. I was Numb. And then at a moment, something Suddenly just Hit me Hard in my Mind. It was like I woke up from a Nightmare or something. And out of nowhere, an idea popped in my Mind of starting a new life. And this time, I acted upon that Idea. I immediately stood up, took a pen and a paper, and wrote down about how I am going to turn my Life upside down.
I decided a few things-
3.Workout 3x a Week
And Fast forward to Today, DAY 45 (5th April, 2020)-
I followed religiously all the things that I decided, except Meditating.
AND OHH MYY GODDD!! I AM BECOMING A WHOLE NEW PERSON. MY LIFE IS CHANGING DRASTICALLY.
Major Changes that came into my Life in the past 45 Days-
1. My Depression is Fading away very Fast. I am Happiest I’ve ever been my whole Life.
2. For the First time in my Life, A Beautiful girl is Chasing me. She came into my Life out of nowhere. She is giving me all the attention that I always dreamed of. I can’t believe it. It feels like a movie to me.
3. My Beard is coming. Yes. I am 19 and I did’t had any facial hair till now. But now, Noticeable hair are growing on my face.
4. I feel super Confident. I can talk to people more easily than before. I make good Eye contact now. My sense of humor is Improving. People are starting to like me.
5. Brain Fog is clearing. I can feel my Brain working at a better Capacity now. I am motivated all the time.
and some more, small changes are there.
IT”S BEEN ONLY 45 DAYS AND THIS IS THE RESULT. I FEELS UNREAL. I FEEL LIKE THIS LIFE IS WORTH LIVING. I AM WORKING HARD ON MY GOALS NOW. I FEEL CONFIDENT IN SETTING HUGE GOALS. I AM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING.
THIS IS THE RESULT OF JUST 45 DAYS, I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE WHAT I’M GOING BE ON DAY 90 AND DAY 180.
I have no intention of breaking this streak. I am going to continue this as long as, i don’t know.
Now, Some more things.
Firstly, I want to talk about the Urges I had during these 45 days, and some other problems that I faced. And How I overcame those!
On some days, the Urges are just too much. It’s extremely hard to control. But what I did was that whenever I had any Urges, I immediately took a cold shower. I went to park. etc.
About WET DREAMS- I had sexual dreams 2 or 3 times maybe, but the good thing is that I didn’t ejaculate or lose any sperm in any of these. They were dry, there was just a little bit Pre- Cum.
Another thing is, I am not saying that I received all these benefits just because of NoFap. There were other 3-4 things that I mentioned above. This was a result of collective Positive actions.
I hope my story was worth Reading.
LINK 45 Days of NoFap- SHOCKING REPORT! Life Turning Upside Down! (link no longer available)