Alright so I did it. I went 100 days in monk-mode. And i felt like sharing my story and the positive and negative effects I had. So first of I wanted to quit because I always felt like i did something wrong after PMO’ing. So I told myself to quit, something I tried before.
My previous longest streak was 30 days and I didn’t feel like it helped. But now I feel the benefits. I feel more energetic, confident, and just better in general.
After a good month I realized I was doing nothing with my life. I quit my job and was just sitting at home. I started to feel motivated to do something. I started going to the gym. Trying to bulk up a little bit since I’m tall and skinny. I tried working out like 1 year before. I didn’t gain any muscle while I worked out like crazy and ate good. Now on nofap I gained weight like it was nothing. Like 6kg in 2 weeks.
I did realise some more interest from girls too. Which surprised me and I thought that was just false. I noticed I dared to look them longer in the eyes and also noticed girls looking more at me. Then I went on a bike trip from all the way from Belgium to Spain. I normally wouldn’t do anything like this. But I felt this urge to just do something with my life and go out and meet people. And so I did.
It took a good month and I’m writing this on the bus on the way home. Normally I have mad social anxiety. But going out and meeting new people every day made me get over it. I felt hungry for social contact. Something I never had since I’ve been antisocial since I was a kid.
So yeah that was my story. I’m definitely not stopping with my streak. I’m gonna try to make it a full year and see what else changes in my life. So yeah that was my story. Peaceee
LINK – 100 DAY CHALLANGE COMPLETED