Turning 24 this year, started watching porn at 8. I work in psychiatry.
I gave up porn for thousands of reasons, the main ones being acute social anxiety, low testosterone and those sinister black shadows. (feeling like I am being controlled by something I don’t want in my life)
It is SO NICE to be free. If im too unattractive for girls then I’ll remain celibate for the rest of my life in bliss. But I’ll never, ever, go back to masturbating to porn. I disgust myself beyond belief when I watch porn. I literally can’t bring myself to doing it anymore, no matter how horny I am. It’s vile.
Already attracted a beautiful girl 😅 my first girl at 24. It’s amazing