When everything else failed, when all my ideals keeping me going eroded, when the urges are so strong I wanted to give in so badly, that desire not to let down my accountability partner, was like an electric fence to a dog, I just couldn’t will myself to do it (fap).
89 days, almost there, and the strength of an accountability partner. I have to say, dont underestimate the strength of having people you sincerely care about helping keep you accountable and supporting you.
I noticed benefits the first two weeks, dramatically improved social confidence (and many other, commonly reported things). After that it was difficult to notice them.
The symptoms I was trying to heal was social anxiety mainly, also, despite what people say, I was partly doing it to help me succeed with women.
I still played video games (league of legends the worst of the worst) so perhaps that held me back some. Im thinking of quitting now, but it has come clear to me that Im much more addicted to the game than to porn.
Sex sometimes had chaser affect.