Last year, my relationship ended and i really took a look at myself. I was overweight, fapped on a daily basis and had a depressive feeling that soaked into my every action/thought. Now a year later i lost 19kg and am about to head to South America for half a year all by my lonesome (a lifelong dream)
I can definitely say this would never have been possible without me seriously tackling my masturbation addiction.
It hasn’t been all roses and the way was by times really tough. Sometimes i still struggle, but the seed has been planted. The act of constantly fighting to improve yourself is a great boon and peace of mind.
Now i’m on a good streak (counter isn’t accurate) and life is great. Attraction just comes naturally and in such a fun way.
Just writing this to say, go get what you want out of life. Build the road that leads to your dreams. Brick by brick.
I’m 25. When i was with my ex, our sex life declined dramatically. It got to a point where sex was impossible and feelings of self worth went down the drain.
Tried all kinds of meds to get my potency back, until i was. Even got hospitalized cuzz i kinda OD’d on one. Till one day i saw something on TV about porn addiction. It literally saved me from a dark pit.
Now ive gone from a sexual 0 to having some female friends i look up when i’m in the mood. Everything is so playful and fun whereas sex used to be a real painful experience.
I’m not 100% where i want to be. But i’m very excited to see how much better it can get.
Exciting times, i feel like a teen again
[Asked about trip to ER from “overdose”]
The lack of knowledge is indeed the most shocking part. Ive spoken to countless doctors in my battle against ED and none if them thought to ask me if i watched porn.
When it came to ED meds i tried viagra/cialis/levitra but all of them failed. A doctor suggested a final slightly more drastic approach. A locally injected medicine called “androskat” you self inject this into the penis…..yeah i wasn’t thrilled.
My relationship of 7 years however was under a lot of stress due to the inability to have sex. I feared it would end and i didn’t want to go down without a fight.
So i learned how to prep the needle and tried to do it. First times is just sat there frozen on my bed with a prepped needle….just to afraid to do it….panic building in my mind.
After 2 weeks i finally worked up the courage, with my ex next to me (real romantic) i jammed that needle….it hurt….i had to redo it a couple of times and god…worst feeling ever.
After that it did get rock hard tough and we had sex. Albeit very artificial and not really enjoyable as i was coming down from the idea of just having stuck a needle in my dick.
Problem was, it didn’t go down…. So i had to get to the ER. Rode the metro with the biggest boner imaginable….nurse opened my pants to see the “situation” only to almost get slapped in the face by mister enthusiasm.
In the ER room they called in a specialist and after having laid there for an hour with an ice bag they started manually removing the blood with…yet more needles.
Ive never felt so ashamed and hurt mentally in my life.
I however look back at it with a mix of hilarity and a certainty that i will never go down that road again.
Its crazy where porn use can bring you
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