I started on May when I dated an amazing women and couldn’t get a solid erection around her. I had few short relationships and never had Solid erections enough to have sex.
I realised that I had a serious problem.
I started educating myself with this website, what led me to a 115 days streak.
I started dating girls and communicate well with them.
Than somehow I was sad that I didn’t had sex and O in 115 days. So I relapsed 3 times in a period of 4 weeks.
But I didn’t break. I moved on.
Yesterday I was with a prostitute and O from a handjob (I have a foot fetish and her feet were amazing). Didn’t O from sex yet, but I had successful sex. I hope that with time I will be able to O from intercourse. I did only one position with her on top of me. Maybe with a different position I will O.
I was so happy that I have O with a woman, rather than my own hand in front of a screen.
I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN HAS CHANGED FOR GOOD.
I am running every day. I’m pro-active and productive. I lose weight and gaining muscle every day. I’m looking for dates, instead wasting my time and energy on PMO.
My foot fetish is still on, but in a good healthy kink-way, rather than the femdom porn that iv watched.
Now I need to find a partner to have true intimacy with. Then, I’m sure that I will O through Intercourse. I don’t want to just O from prostitutes feet and handjob, even though It felt AMAZING to O from A woman’s touch.
I FEEL LIKE I DESERVE INTIMACY NOW.
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO LIVE.
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD.
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO EXPLORE MY SEXUALITY.
Do you want to feel it too?
LINK – 5 months of nofap that changed my life for good
by bayern12
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