I used to go into bathrooms, look at porn, and turn the volume up so people could hear it, just because I was that fucked up in the head.
Fuck that shit. Porn is a goddamned cancer and it warps peoples minds, desensitizes them, normalizes all sorts of depraved and unhealthy behavior. It promotes violence against women, and we all wonder why there’s a sexual assault crisis in our culture. This is why. It’s all right in front of us. It’s in the palms of our hands.
Porn lead me down a road of all sorts of depravity. But it’s never too late to turn around. I’ve been addicted to porn for the majority of my life. I’m 27 and got hooked on it at 12.
That porn addiction turned into a sex addiction. Acquired all sorts of depraved fetishes. Wanted to fuck one of my cousins because I was so strung out and horny. Masturbated and orgasmed at a drive thru in front of the cashier. I lost a dog walking job because I was caught looking at porn on the balcony of a customers apartment while they were away. The security cam in their apartment caught me on tape.
It ruined or negatively impacted every single relationship I’ve had with a girl (not bragging but there have been a considerable number). I haven’t been able to maintain a relationship with a girl for more than 6-8 months because, somehow, one way or another, I fuck it up in some fashion, and I think fundamentally, porn has warped my mind so much, I can’t function in a relationship.
But I’m bouncing back goddamnit. There’s always hope. I’m getting stronger every day. I slip up occasionally, it’s true, but I get right back after it. I workout daily, eat right, sleep relatively good, and even now I’m volunteering for a Human Trafficking organization and also a member for an anti-porn organization.
The line between the Porn industry and Human Trafficking is getting increasingly blurry and on top of that, there’s tons of data showing that Porn is increasing the demand for Human Trafficking so this way, I’m turning this “demon” on it’s goddamn head. Fuck porn. Good riddance. That shit ain’t got anything on me anymore.
By thatonekid00
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