I want to share with you my own personal achievement! Four months clean of PMO unbelievable!
When you are able to self-control yourself and not masturbate it opens doors to other parts in your life which you can control. And then you get the grip over your life.
My achievements so far:
emotional stabilization – I think this is the main cause of PMO also my best achievement so far. During the reboot process I learned a lot about myself. It wasn’t easy, slowly slowly I’m starting to stable my life. My emotional state was wracked as a child I were abused emotionally, I didn’t get any treatment and as a result I continued to abuse myself.
Sexuality – huge improvement, I’m starting to feel sensations, before I started the reboot i used to jerk as a routine and that caused me to feel numb in the genitals and now it is like I have a new part in my body that I wasn’t aware of.
Physical health – my frequent urination almost completely healed, my skin face is a lot less oily and getting better by the day, rhinitis cured and many more that i’m probably not aware of.
Neurosis – way way way way better, brain fog gone, anxieties & phobias almost gone, I feel a huge improvement and a lot of additional work to do.
Social anxiety – getting better by the day.
Confidence – huge improvement but not enough.
My current challenges :
My main difficulty, I’m focused on the process and I can’t see what is going to be ahead. I feel a blockage, I’m guessing there are so many, so far, I passed many of them but there is always something new that I’m not aware of. I’m patient but I deeply want to go ahead and fulfill my self. Since i started rebooting I experienced a lot of positive mental achievements.
My motivation is very low in life, my mind isn’t letting go, it is a daily challenge. For the first time in my life I’m aware of my bad situation and I deeply want to solve it and continue on yet this is another achievement for me.
I wish you all will understand that there is nothing positive in masturbation. Eliminate it totally there are a lot of evidence that it is damaging the body and the mind don’t surrender to the temptation ! Every time you overcome temptation you are getting stronger physically and mentally.
Best of luck to you all