Age 33 – I feel better than I’ve felt in years

I’m proud to say that after many mini-streaks, I’ve finally made it to 90 days!! (End of day Friday to be exact, but there’s no way I’m blowing the last three days!). It’s been a long journey, and I’ve come to realize that it’s only the beginning of an even longer journey, maybe a lifetime one. As of now, I’ll probably go for a year, maybe set an immediate goal at 120 days.

I feel great. I feel better than I’ve felt in years. And I want to thank this community for being there and providing great support to me and everyone else. Men, and women, we can do this!!! Keep pushing, it’s worth it. You’re worth it.

I just wanted to say how great this community is. When I was at some of my lowest points with porn addiction, this community gave me a great place to be accepted and dig myself out of my depression.

I had hit 30 days and even 45 days so many times, and felt on top of the world. It was great to be able to encourage others the way so many had encouraged me. But one way or another, I would “take a quick peak” or think “erotic stories aren’t porn, it’s okay” or whatever else my lizard brain/monkey mind/shadow self/ego could come up with, and I would slip up again and again. And then I’d go on a bender, even if it was just for a few hours, and eventually the depression, low energy and shame would kick in all over again. I’m sure many of us know what I’m talking about.

LINK – 90 Days!!!

By nudae