Today I finally reached 90 days… Things that have changed over the course: Fantastic intimacy with my partner, as well as increased frequency. More feels, a lot more feels. It could be a song, or a movie, I feel the colors of the blue sky, blue ocean or white of the snow.
The biggest change though is confidence. Even when I feel sad, I still have the confidence to push through the walls, take cold showers, etc.
Hell, just knowing that there’s so much more to appreciate by actively participating in life has me feeling similar to before I began fapping in high school. That’s a good 18 years of mind numbing fap addiction I’ve had to shake off. It’s definitely been tough mentally. But not having to be embarrassed about hiding my internet history or drawing the blinds keeps me from feeling ashamed too.
I used to feel like all my blunders with girls pre-fapping were heartbreaking, but now I see them as pretty sweet and bear absolutely no comparison to the creep hiding in the shadows.
Good luck to you guys. Keep going strong. It’s been an awesome ride so far =).
LINK – 90 Days