I failed 3 times before I got to this point. One thing I told myself was to never stop trying, and here I am, 90 days later, evolved from a boy, just starting my journey as a man. 90 days ago I told myself that if I was ever going to be successful in what I do, I had to distance myself from my evil pleasures, porn, masturbation, and just sitting around doing nothing. During these 90 days I have noticed people respect me more.
I am a big guy and people have started feeling my presence a lot more. I am a lot calmer, I don’t rush myself to make decisions which may be wrong, because I am confident enough to sit back, think, let the situation unfold and react accordingly.
I am in the best place I have ever been. My childhood innocence is back, I enjoy things again. I love what I do, and I work my ass off every day to reach my goals. The NoFap subreddit was something I just suddenly started browsing. I don’t know how I over came it, and I don’t know when, but I am so thankful that I got the opportunity to realise why I didn’t feel emotions, why I just wanted to be lazy, and why my goals didn’t light up a fire inside of me.
My 90 days were in Normal mode, I abstained from Porn, and masturbation, but had a regular sex partner/fwb. However I have come to realise that sex isn’t even all that. If there is no emotions or feelings involved, it’s just another mean of getting pleasure. So I have decided that I will tell this girl that I’m not interested in casual sex anymore, and that I want to end this meaningless relationship. I want to wait for the right girl and I also want to see how it will be to go through Hard Mode in my next cycle of NoFap.
I have realised NoFap is a gateway to a better life. I’m telling myself to eat healthier, take better care of my body, not sleep too much, and also to go out and socialise. Today marks my first day of also being sugarfree. I will be doing my best to abstain from sugar and see how it improves my life.
Guys I want to thank all of you, you all motivate me although you might not realise it yourself, I read nearly all posts, comments and im inspired by you all.
Lets go for 90 more days!!!!