I felt hopeless.. Now my entire life has changed and I’m going to be a father!

Hi everyone…

I haven’t post in a long time but this is because I was just living life.

I just wanted to share that after more than a year struggling with this, I finally did it…

I am not going to lie, it was hard, I think the worst process I have gone through.
I relapsed, I failed at sex, I falled, I felt suicidal, depressed, anxious, trapped, hopeless…

So guys out there, I know how you feel…
I went through all that stuff, and it sucks, but it worth it…

Because at the end being free is priceless…

So I just want to make this really clear… You are not going to recover in 2 months, or so, this is a process in which you need to learn a lesson…
Please dont give up, feel the void… And then after some time you will see that you made it…

Im a proof of it…
It works!

Why am I telling you this…

Because in the past months I have had sex more than 140 times, and I am telling you this because I kept the journal..
Because I am able to make love to my girlfriend twice in a night and that is perfect for me, and I am not saying that you will not have bad days… Cause we all do, even being recovered, you will have bad days as a normal person…

You need to know that you dont need to be all day with boners, that doesnt define your libido….

So just to conclude, I am so happy and wanted to share this with all of you my brothers, I made it….
There are some days that even thinking that is not going to work, even being anxious, it works I am able to have sex, and I say wowww it was definitely PMO…

NOW THE BIG NEWS!!
I AM GOING TO BE A DAD! MY GIRL IS PREGNANT AND WE ARE SO HAPPY…

AND we are still enjoying good sex this days, a couple of days ago we went to a motel and made love twice….

So guys, if you want some help, I am here for you guys.

LINKFinally did it.

By – AJHC