I was fucked up. I had been masturbating to porn every day since I started 9 years ago. I had also never worked out, ate like shit, I was this skinny fat dude that just smoked weed and jerked off. You could take a look at me and see that there wasn’t a single molecule of testosterone in my body. No wonder I couldn’t get it up.
I sort of ‘woke up’ to the facts about myself once I failed to achieve an erection with my girlfriend. I physically could not have sex with her no matter how much I tried.
I thought my brain was fried from 9 years of seriously hardcore porn. (I have had a certain fetish since I was a kid, and the porn escalated that fetish to disgusting levels).
But I cut the shit, I stopped watching porn, starting actually using my body, and feeding myself things that have goddamn nutrients in them.
Within 1 month my previously shriveled up dead dick would be achieving morning erections for the first time in idk how long.
At 2 months I was finally feeling sexual attraction to real people, something I had forgotten was even a thing. I had forgotten that electric feeling you get when you see something attractive. I was finally able to have sex with my girlfriend, maybe 30% of the time.
There’s light at the end of the tunnel bros. I was so discouraged when I realized I had the dick of a 90 year old man. But recovery was great and having a healthy mindset toward sex and a body that works like it’s supposed to is the greatest feeling ever.
After about half a year of NO porn, physical activity 4-5x/week, and weed only occasionally (couldn’t give that up), I am diamonds at the sight of a woman’s exposed ankle.
I believe in all of you that are struggling right now. I would read these success stories all the time to encourage me and motivate me to stay focused, and now I get to write on myself.
Good luck everyone
LINK – sharing my story for anyone struggling with erections like I was
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