Quitting porn has turned me back into a man

I was a scared boy. Quitting porn has turned me back into a man.
I was anxious and neurotic. It made my life hell. Work stressed me out. I would try and control it with alcohol, sex, and porn.
I have gained back what I thought was gone. I recently started dating. I am spending time with a gal in my  neighborhood. We have been out a handful of times to dinner and walks.
Last night I stopped by her place. We kissed passionately and pressed up against one another. It was really fun. It felt very honest. We didn’t take it any further. To say I was happy is an understatement. I haven’t had an experience like this in years.
Since my last relationship and break up things have been very confusing and deceitful.
Now my anxiety is all but gone, I am more confident and social.
I was very hard. She couldn’t help but notice. I got home and my wood wouldn’t go back down. It was like I was a 16 years old.
PORN IS POISON. STOP DRINKING IN THIS POISON.
You will get back what you have lost or destroyed.
I am seeing her again tonight. I am really excited.

Source: There is nothing stronger then a broken man who has rebuilt himself.(Age 52)

By: A6659