So today I relapsed and I’ve set my counter back to 0 after making it to 283 days. It was on the cards to be fair as from about two weeks ago I’d started to peek at porn again, today I peeked then started edging and here we are!
I feel fairly disappointed but I don’t really wanna dwell on it, what’s done is done, and it could be a good thing and here’s why.
During this streak, I hardly ever peeked and was real disciplined, I peeked once about 4 weeks ago, then again two weeks ago and then the peeking became more frequent and then some edging crept in. The point here is that the habit had starting taken over again and this is what causes the issues we are all trying to fix because each time you peek and edge your generating a dopamine high which is the root cause of the issues with FAPPING and watching porn.
So now that I’ve fully relapsed, I can refocus, re-discipline and realign myself back with the original goal. I haven’t binge fapped, so all the success I’ve had during this streak hasn’t been completely lost. I have to start again but am starting from a much better position than I did 283 days ago.
So, for those of you who are interested here’s a few of the benefits I’ve gained and noticed.
Rock Hard Erections and no more PIED
More Self Discipline in other areas of life
Increased Confidence and Self Belief
Less Anxiety and Nervousness Which in turn has led to more female attention and better relationships with people.
My overall goal when I started was to hit 2 years, I’ve fell a bit a short of my original target but am determined to get there this time round. Counter is re-set, dust is brushed off and am now back on track……….. Here’s a message to my old companion called PORN!
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LINK – From 283 back to 0
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