Age 21 – High functioning autism: It’s easy to carry on conversations; smile & laugh with confidence

There were some highs (some really highs), and there were some lows (a few really lows). There were also a few days here and there where I edged slightly (rubbing, but not jerking), some almost to the point of orgasm, but I managed to stop myself and continue on like nothing happened… it didn’t feel […]

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Irrational Choice under Uncertainty Correlates with Lower Striatal D2/3 Receptor Binding in Rats (2012)

  Paul J. Cocker1, Katherine Dinelle2, Rick Kornelson2, Vesna Sossi2,3, and Catharine A. Winstanley1 Author contributions: V.S. and C.A.W. designed research; P.J.C., K.D., and R.K. performed research; P.J.C., K.D., and C.A.W. analyzed data; P.J.C. and C.A.W. wrote the paper. The Journal of Neuroscience, 31 October 2012, 32(44): 15450-15457; doi: 10.1523/JNEUROSCI.0626-12.2012 Next Section Abstract Individual differences […]

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Cocaine Cues and Dopamine in Dorsal Striatum: Mechanism of Craving in Cocaine Addiction (2006)

Comments: Cue activation as large as taking cocaine (dorsal striatum) Nora D. Volkow1, Gene-Jack Wang2, Frank Telang1, Joanna S. Fowler3, Jean Logan3, Anna-Rose Childress4, Millard Jayne1, Yeming Ma1, and Christopher Wong3 +Show Affiliations 26(24): 6583-6588; doi: 10.1523/JNEUROSCI.1544-06.2006 Next Section Abstract The ability of drugs of abuse to increase dopamine in nucleus accumbens underlies their reinforcing […]

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Effects of dietary glycemic index on brain regions related to reward and craving in men (2013)

Am J Clin Nutr. Sep 2013; 98(3): 641–647. Published online Jun 26, 2013. doi:  10.3945/ajcn.113.064113 PMCID: PMC3743729 Belinda S Lennerz, David C Alsop, Laura M Holsen, Emily Stern, Rafael Rojas, Cara B Ebbeling, Jill M Goldstein, and David S Ludwig Author information ► Article notes ► Copyright and License information ► This article has been […]

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Age 16 – I’m stronger. More social, friendly, confident, decisive & focused. Erections are better

On this day, October 9th, 2014, I have completed 90 days of nofap. I’m going to try to keep this a bit short, so here’s how my journey went: Before nofap I was: Socially awkward, Unfocused, Lonely, Nervous around girls,  Weak – both physically and mentally, Unattractive. Now, after 90 days, I’ve noticed a lot […]

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Age 23 – I have experienced slow and gradual improvement in my state of mind and sociability

This might be lengthy/random/unusual, so buckle up. 132 days ago I decided that I wanted to improve myself. I was tired of spending my whole life in my room and feeling down/depressed as well as constantly nagged by various addictions of varying degrees. So I did something about it. The first thing I did was […]

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