Age 22 - ED: 105 days without porn or masturbation

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Flirty coupleSix Weeks: I'm turning 22 in a few weeks. I was legit addicted to porn for like 5/6 years.. Everyday, multiple times a day. Binges like a mofo. Porn took a toll on my life, self esteem, everything. Didn't have sex for about 6 years, but every time I did get into bed with a girl to fool around which wasn't that uncommon [Average looking dude] I couldn't get hard, Id usually blame it on the alcohol.. Or saying Im not in the mood blah blah. I could not figure out why the fuck I couldn't get hard & I never wanted to bring the same girl over twice just in case limp dick happened again. Bailing out one time, okay, two times, questionable.

While googling 'Why cant I get hard with a girl' Lol.. I came across all these previous accounts of ppl experiencing the exact same thing & then suddenly it hit me.  My cock with desensitized by my death grip & heavy porn use. (I would also always start my jerking off over my boxers, for years.. I think I liked the feeling of fabric friction)

But yeah to make a long story short so far I've lasted 6 weeks with no pmo. Early into week 2 I tried having sex & my cock was dead as a door knob even after she gave me head. Then last night, which was my last day of week 6 I tried having sex again & IT WORKED! ....I got really hard at some points, other times maybe depending on the position it was a little weaker, but a far cry away from what I dealt with for the past 5 years.

I even had to run out of my house mid session half naked to get the condoms from the car & I was still able to have sex, fucking mind boggling. Now I will say... I wasn't able to bust that night, prob could have if I really tried but we were drinking pretty heavily before. Any who,, the following morning when we woke up together we had sex again & this time I busted! I'm happy as hell right now.

I'm deff not 100% cured & I will strive to make that 90 day mark.. But even after 90 days. I will never PMO again [Fingers crossed]

I'm telling you, this shit is curable & you should start curing your addiction asap.

True benefits I started to realize:

-Over all confidence

-Less social anxiety

-Random boners

-Fullness of penis

-Way way less depressed - I was never depressed externally but some days during PMO binges I felt depressed internally.

-Much stronger attraction to real women

-The need to interact with women, dates.

I think my libido left for a little bit but I was more focused on the goal so I really didn't give much attention to it & just kept moving on.  Week by week. month by month we all can do this!

Wishing every one the best on their journey!


I did it! I Did it! I went 105 days without any pmo.

Now I'm not trying to sound like a Tucker Max. So shh. But During my 105 day reboot I had sex with 4 different girls. Now I'll admit by saying this wasn't the best sex,, nor did I even get fully hard until I started reaching the last part of my reboot. But it did build my sexual confidence! Prior to this I was heavily addicted to porn for 5 plus years. ZERO sex, I would edge and binge all day everyday until the tip of my dick was raw. During this 5 years of PMO binges the few chances I did get to get in bed with girls.. I had absolutely no movement down there what so ever. It was excuse after excuse,,, I'm not ready.. I'm to tired, can we wait till the morning. It was BRUTAL.

It wasn't until I found Ybop that everything suddenly clicked. Death grip, Binges, Porn, Extreme porn.. For fuck sake I thought I was turning gay!

What I deal with now is a little performance anxiety from all my previous failed attempts. How ever, tonight I went to one of my friends with benefits house - Whom I picked up online during the reboot, too test the reboot! I was a little nervous going there & almost bailed on her like I had done in the past but I told my self,, I need to do this so I can get more comfortable in these types of situations. To end the story... I just relaxed, had fun. We had sex in the missionary position with her legs around my head, then doggy style. 20 minutes after we finished that,, she gave me head again & I was able to bust again.

What may make my story different from others is that I don't have too much trouble actually picking up the girls, it was actually going through with the deed that was killing me.. for years.. and years.. and years. I also did deal with social anxiety a bit because I felt like a reborn virgin for so long. Not no more!

PLEASE. If you have have any questions.. Do not hesitate to ask me. Ill still say that I'm not recovered. But I am recovering.

PS.. if any one has a cure for whiskey dick, that doesn't involve drink less that would be awesome as well lol..

Thank you YBOP.

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Bro i'm the same as you with the whiskey dick thing. I can't get girls without alcohol, but can't fuck when i'm drunk. Its so embarrassing when you bring a girl back for the soul purpose of sex and then you cant get hard. One time i brought a girl back and i was RELIVED that my room mate was in so i didn't have to go through the embarrassment of not getting hard. Fucked up right