ʻAuhea wale, ua huli au i 18 ma ka 31st. ʻAʻole, ʻaʻole au e kūʻai iā ʻoe i nā pika.
Eia naʻe, ua hala ka lā o Mei o 2012 a heluhelu wau e pili ana i nā pono o nofap. Ua ʻoki au iā ia kokoke i kēlā me kēia lā mai ka manawa o 13, me ka hapa nui o nā lā i ka hapa lua o ka manawa ma waena o 13 a me 16 i loaʻa he 2 a ʻoi paha mau kau fap, ua hana wau i 5 i kekahi mau manawa. Ua ʻike wau e lilo ana i pilikia i ka wā e hoʻomaka ana e hana me nā kiʻi Facebook, a ke hele nei wau i nā mea weirder (ke nānā nei i hope, ʻo WTF kaʻu e noʻonoʻo nei) a ke holoi nei wau i ka mōʻaukala i kēlā me kēia lā.
Ua koi au i kekahi mau lā, akā ua nui wau. Hoʻoipoipo. Papa pālahalaha. Ke kamaʻilio nei paha wau he 6+ mau mahina o ka hoʻokele ʻole, koe wale nō i ka wā o kahi pili pōkole i loaʻa iaʻu ma ʻAukake. Ua hele mai ia i loko o ka mākaukau (ʻaʻohe pun i manaʻo ʻia) ke pono wau e noho manawa ma ka hale o kahi hoahānau i ʻelua mau manawa i ke kauwela, a noho i kekahi mau pō i kahi moena ʻaiʻē i kahi home hānai ʻoiai e make ana koʻu kupunawahine (e haʻi wau i kēlā mau moʻolelo inā makemake kekahi e hoʻolohe iā lākou, loaʻa iā mākou he mau mea maikaʻi). Olioli koʻu mau hoahānau ʻaʻole i ala me nā ʻāpana momona.
A laila ma ka hopena o ka makahiki, ua hoʻi mai. Ke kūlana kiʻekiʻe, i kekahi mau lā ke manaʻo nei wau e holo ana kaʻu pīpī. Ua hiki paha iaʻu ke hele aku i kahi pahi kaua me kuʻu dick ma kahi jackhammer a ua haki ka jackhammer. He mau lā kekahi.
ʻAʻole i hele maoli mai ka mana nui iaʻu. He mau hopohopo kaiāulu koʻu, a ʻano ʻē aʻe ua ʻoi aku koʻu maikaʻi me nā malihini piha ma mua o ka poʻe aʻu i ʻike maikaʻi ai. Malia paha i loaʻa iaʻu kahi loupa me kahi 21 makahiki mai New York (!) Ma ka pāʻina o ka makahiki hou inā ʻaʻole wau ma laila me koʻu makuakāne a ua ʻoi aku koʻu aloha. I kēia lā wale nō wau i kamaʻilio ai e pili ana i nā kaʻa ʻAmelika kahiko me kahi wahine kuʻikuʻu i kāna 50 a 60 paha a me kāna keikikāne ma kahi pāʻani kaʻa maʻamau i kekahi kūlanakauhale ʻē aʻe, a he mau manawa maikaʻi kā mākou.
Nīnau aku i kahi kaikamahine i ka home e ʻike ana ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia ʻaʻole, he kāne kāne kāna. Ua hiki ke pane nui a me ka wit e mālama i kaʻu bacon.
Eia nō naʻe, hoʻi i nā mana nui. Inā hana wau i ka hoʻomaikaʻi ʻana iā ʻoe iho, hiki iaʻu ke hana maoli. ʻAneʻane wau e noʻonoʻo i ka wā e pono ai wau e hōʻoiaʻiʻo maoli (e hoʻoweliweli ana kekahi kanaka i kahi hoaaloha, a lālau wau iā ia i ke koloka o ka pālule. ʻAʻole like loa me aʻu e walaʻau ai iā ia, e luliluli ana ma hope) a i ʻole ke pono e aloha me he malihini piha. Ke hoʻomau nei wau i koʻu lolo e noʻonoʻo ʻole i kēlā me kēia kaikamahine maikaʻi e like me kahi wahi e kanu ai i kuʻu dick, me kahi hoa aloha aloha wahine maikaʻi i kōkua ʻia me kēlā… manaʻo wau. Ua komo i ke kūlana alakaʻi i loko o ka hui kula.
Hoʻonāukiuki, hoʻopakele wau iaʻu iho mai ka puka ʻole ʻana (loaʻa nā māka maikaʻi ʻole, aia ma ka maka o ka pahi kaua) ma lalo o 3 mau pule me ka hana mau, hana nui loa. ʻIke wau i kēia manawa i ka mea hiki iaʻu. Ke hana nei nō wau no ka mea aʻu e makemake ai e hoʻokumu i pahuhopu i loko o ke ola, a maopopo iaʻu ua loaʻa iaʻu ka pane, akā he hana nui ia, ka manawa, a me ke kālā.
E ke Akua, ke haʻalulu nei wau i kēia manawa, ʻeā? ʻOiai ke kū nei, he hana ʻole wau i kēia manawa, hoʻokahi, palaualelo, waho o ke ʻano (laki ʻole ka chubby), ʻili ʻulaʻula (mahalo i nā genes ʻEulopa komohana), wahine puʻupaʻa lauoho 18 makahiki. ʻAneʻane ʻole o kaʻu mau hoaaloha. He ʻeha, akā hoʻoikaika ia iaʻu. Makemake au i nā ʻike like i loaʻa i nā mea āpau, ʻoiai inā ʻaʻole ia he kūikawā.
E wahī i nā mea āpau: hōʻike wale nā superpowers inā hoʻāʻo ʻoe e hoʻohana. ʻAʻole e hele mau loa kāu kaʻa (pono wau i kahi blowjob maikaʻi ʻole i kēia manawa, akā pono wau e kūʻē iaʻu) a makemake ʻoe e nānā i nā pūnaewele porn e like me kaʻu i hana ai. ʻAʻole maʻalahi ia ma kēlā me kēia manawa, a ʻaneʻane ʻaʻole ʻoluʻolu. Akā ʻino, pono ia. Noho wau ma Colorado a he nui kaʻu e mālama ai iaʻu i kēia kauwela, mai ka hana manawaleʻa no nā pāʻina / nā hanana haʻuki e hoʻihoʻi i kahi kaʻa a malia paha he hana. Nānā ʻole; inā hoʻohana wau i koʻu hoʻoikaika a me koʻu ikaika i loaʻa iaʻu mai nofap, ua kūleʻa. Inā ʻaʻole, lilo wau i mea kanu hou, ʻoiai ʻaʻole i fap.
Pono ʻoe e kaomi i kou palena a i ʻole nofap ʻaʻole kūpono. E like me kaʻu i ʻōlelo ai i loko o ka pepa noi koleke i hoʻokahi manawa, ʻO ka lā āu e hoʻomaha ai e ho'āʻo neiʻo ia ka lā e hoʻomaka aiʻoe e make. Ua luhi wau a 1:41 AM kēia manawa, no laila ʻaʻole like paha kēia pou, a lele a puni.
Manaʻo ʻole e nīnau i kāu nīnau. Makemake au i ka poʻe e loaʻa kahi mea mai kēia.
by CookieMan0
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