Ke moe nei wau a puni kēia subreddit no kekahi manawa i kēia manawa. He kumu nui ia o ka hoʻoulu a me ka hoʻoikaika i ka wā o kaʻu huakaʻi nofap, a makemake wau e mahalo iā ʻoukou āpau no kēlā! ʻO kāu mau hōʻike a me nā anecdotes i hāʻawi iaʻu i ka ikaika a hoʻomau iaʻu i ka hoʻokau. Makemake wau e hoʻihoʻi i kekahi mea a kaʻana like i ka moʻolelo o kaʻu reboot me ʻoe.
Hoʻopau wau wau i nā lā 90 o hardmode. ʻO wau ka mea mua i kaʻu ho'āʻo ʻana i ka luʻu, a pana akula au ma waho me ka ʻole o ka hoʻokō ʻana. Akā ʻoiai he mea paʻakikī i ka manawa! Ma mua o kēia, ʻo wau he fapper no kēlā me kēia makahiki he mau makahiki ma mua o 15 me porn porn i kekahi manawa, ʻaʻohe mea lapuwale, akā e lohi ana ʻo ia me ka piʻi ʻana o ka manawa. Ua hoʻomaka ia e hopohopo iaʻu ke noʻonoʻo nei e pili ana i ka porn i ka wā me ka wahine a me kaʻu wahine aloha-aloha, a ke kahaha nei nā hōʻailona mua o ED.
E helu wau i kekahi o nā loli maikaʻi aʻu i ʻike ai ma mua, a laila kahio i kekahi mau manaʻo mai kaʻu diary nofap:
- lagona hou aku i lalo, a lalo-honua i loko o koʻu kino
- emi iki ma loko o nā kamaʻilio (me nā kāne like a pau, akā ʻo ka wahine nui), ʻoi aku ka nui o ka mālama
- ʻoi aku ka ʻuhane a me ke alo (no laila ke ʻōlelo nei lākou) ʻoiai kekahi o kahi ʻuʻuku ma lalo o koʻu mau maka, hehe
- oi aku ka liʻiliʻi o nā mea makemake i ka lole (ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi niho momona maoli ma mua!)
- ikaika loa ke mele, hāʻawi ia iaʻu i nā mea kanu
- ʻOi aku ka nani o nā kaikamahine, a manaʻo nui aku wau i mua
- ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi, hiki ke heluhelu i kahi puke holoʻokoʻa i ka noho ʻana
Nofap Diary:
- Lā 6: Kekahi kakahiaka kakahiaka nui mai i nā makahiki (?), Paha 60%
- ʻO ka lā 10: ikaika ikaika e paiʻi, akā ʻaʻole hopohopo, he ʻano ʻē
- Day 15: e hoʻomau me ke kaikamahine wahine ʻē aʻe i loko o ka hale ʻaina, ʻaʻole ia ʻo kaʻu ʻano maʻamau
- Day 17: ke kipa aku nei i ka ʻohana, ʻike wau i kahi pilina ma waena o lākou, a hoʻolohe hou aku wau ma mua o ka mea maʻamau
- Lā 26: huhū loa a huhū hoʻi, makemake wau e lele e hoʻokuʻu i nā ikaika maikaʻi ʻole - akā kūʻē wau
- Lā 30: ʻo ka haʻihaʻi ʻole ʻana i nā mea hoʻomākeʻaka ma ka lā hānau o kahi hoaaloha e like me ke ʻano ʻelua naʻu, pō nui
- ʻO ka lā 36: ka weliweli weliweli - Ke holo kaʻa wau ma waena o ke kūlanakauhale a makemake wau e kīkē i kēia mau kaikamahine me kā lākou mau kapa pokole mai kā lākou keke kaʻa e lawe iā lākou i ka style doggy
- Ka lā 49: moe kuhi e pili ana i ka moe ʻana ma kahi hāmama me ke kaikamahine, ʻūhā a me ka honi (WTF, ʻo ia nā ʻōmaʻomaʻo o kaʻu mau moemoeā maʻamau)
- Day 54: ʻike wau i koʻu haʻahaʻa loa ʻia i ka hilahila ma mua o ka wā i hala, a ke manaʻo nei au i ka nalu o ka ʻae ʻana
- Lā 68: ʻuhane maikaʻi ʻuhane o koʻu ola 😉
- Day 75: ke hoʻolele libido, nā manawa hoʻomaha a me nā hoaaloha, hana maoli kēia mea
- Lā 85: e kiʻi ana i kahi puʻupuʻu mai kahi hiʻona aloha i loko o kahi puke - ʻo ia ka manawa e loaʻa hou kahi ipo 😉
- Lā 90: eia wau, ʻaʻohe ahi ahi, akā ʻike nui naʻe!
ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke kali e moe hou. ʻIke wau i ka hilinaʻi nui e pili ana i nā kaikamahine no ka maopopo a ʻike i ke ʻano o ka holo. E pili wau i ka PM ʻole, a ʻaʻole makemake hou e hoʻi.
LINK - Hoʻomake hou iā 90 lā hardmode
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