ʻO wau he 20yr mai ʻAtena mai, a loaʻa pū ʻo Tourettes Syndrome (mahalo wale nā kaʻa kaʻa, ʻaʻole wau e hōʻino nui a i kekahi mea paha). Ua hoʻāʻo wau i kahi pūʻulu meds ʻokoʻa i mea ʻole, a loaʻa iaʻu nofap.
ʻO wau i hana maʻamau i kēlā me kēia lā e like me ka hapa nui o kāu poʻe kāne ma aneane, me he hana lā. Inā no kekahi mau kumu poina iaʻu e poina i ka lā hoʻokahi, ua hewa ia.
I kēia manawa hauʻoli wau i ka ʻōlelo ʻana he 90 mau lā wau i ka porn-fap a me ka manuahi o ka manuahi, a ua hoʻemi nui ʻia kaʻu mau tikika, e like me ka nui o ka kaohi o koʻu kino ponoʻī, ma nā ʻano ʻoi aku ma mua o hoʻokahi.
ʻO kekahi hoʻololi hou loa naʻu e haʻalele nei i ka 4 makahiki o ka pili aloha. ʻAʻole wau i mālama hou i kēia kaikamahine, ua paʻa wau ma laila i ka makaʻu o ka moe hou ʻole. Akā ma hope o ka hoʻomaka ʻana nofap, ʻaʻole makemake ka moekolohe i kahi mea aʻu e hana ai, ʻo kēia wale nō kēia mea nani a kūlohelohe i hiki a kū ʻole paha, akā ʻaʻole i wehewehe i koʻu ola a pau. Eia naʻe, ua haʻalele wau i kēia kaikamahine a ke hele nei au i kēia manawa (a ke moe nei me) kēia wahine kupaianaha e like me aʻu, a ʻaʻole wau i hauʻoli loa.
Ua hala kekahi 17kg (37lb) a loaʻa iaʻu ka nui o nāʻiʻo, mai ka hele ʻana i ka hale hoʻoikaika kino a nānā i kaʻu papaʻai.
Oh me ED! Ua hoʻōla pono ʻia ʻo ia iho. No laila mālama mau i nā kāne, hana kēia shit
Ma nā mea āpau, ua lilo koʻu ola i 100 mau manawa i ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi, a ke maopopo nei he ʻāpana nui loa ia nofap. ua loaʻa iaʻu kekahi mau hoaaloha ma ka moku! he mea hoʻomākeʻaka ka hapa nui o lākou, akā ʻike lākou i kahi loli nui iaʻu.
ʻO kēia kaʻu hoʻāʻo mua mua loa. ʻO nā ʻōlelo aʻoi maikaʻi loa e hiki iaʻu ke hāʻawi no kēlā mau hakakā e heluhelu ana i kēia mau hōʻike āpau i kākau ʻia e ka poʻe. paipai maoli lākou iaʻu a hoʻomaopopo iaʻu e hana ana wau i kekahi mea. Ua lilo ia i mea maʻalahi, ʻaʻole wau e noʻonoʻo hou i ka paʻi ʻana, ʻaʻole ma laila nā koi. Makemake wau i ka moekolohe, ʻaʻole i kuʻu lima.
E ʻoluʻolu e nīnau i nā nīnau a minamina inā he maikaʻi kaʻu ʻōlelo Pelekane. Manaʻo wau e ʻai kālā iā ia i kēia kaiaulu weliweli e kaʻana i koʻu ʻike a hāʻawi i nā ʻōlelo aʻo i nā poʻe e ʻimi nei.
LINK - Hōʻike ka lā 90. e kuʻu wahi keiki, he huakaʻi
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