Ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi ala e hoʻopau ai i kaʻu porn kolohe, PIED & OCD. Hiki iaʻu ke ʻōlelo mai iaʻu iho ʻo ka pīpī porn kaʻu i ʻoi loa, ʻaʻole ia he ʻano maikaʻi ʻole i makemake wau e kāpae, ʻo ia koʻu hoa hele i kēlā me kēia lā, e noʻonoʻo ana 24/7 e pili ana i ka porn a me ka moekolohe (akā ʻaʻole hiki iā o PIED).
Ua hoʻomaka paha wau e paʻi ma kahi o 11-12 a i kēia manawa ʻo wau no 22. No ka aneane 2 mau makahiki ua manaʻo wau he wahine kāne wau no ka mea ʻo ka shemale & gay porns ka mea hauʻoli loa iaʻu, ʻo ia o ka corse he lapuwale mai koʻu wā e ola nei ʻaʻole wau i hoʻāla ʻia e kahi kāne , ʻaʻole wau i aloha i kekahi ma kekahi manawa o koʻu ola.
No laila ua ʻike wau i kēia mea nofap 2 mau makahiki i hala aku nei a ua wehewehe pono nā mea āpau i kaʻu mau pilikia a pau no laila ua hoʻāʻo pinepine wau akā ua holomua i kēlā me kēia manawa. Ua loaʻa iaʻu nā kaha a i nā lā 70. Akā ʻaʻole ia he mahele "maʻemaʻe" nānā mau wau i nā kiʻi bikini ma facebook, instagram a nsfw paha ma 9gag a me kēia mau mea āpau e hāʻawi wale iaʻu i kahi "wikiwiki" e maʻalahi ai.
I ka makahiki i hala i ka mahina ʻo ʻOkakopa ua ʻike wau i kahi kaikamahine hou a ua kūleʻa ka pilina ma muli o kaʻu PIED, ʻoiai ua hiki iaʻu ke moe me ia ʻekolu mau manawa (akā ua aneane make i ka lāʻau make viagra ...) Ua hoʻāʻo wau e hōʻalo i nā kūlana pili loa me ʻo ia no ka mea ua ʻike wau me ka ʻole o kahi viagra a i ʻole cialis ʻaʻole wau e ala aʻe.
ʻO kēia kahi kahi iʻike ai au e ola ana wau i kēia ala a ināʻaʻole wau e lilo i kēia manawa e maʻalahi wau e hana i ka pepehi kanaka no ka meaʻaʻohe kumu e ola ai wau me kēia hōʻino weliweli.
No laila ua nānā wau i kaʻu mau maʻamau, koʻu ola o kēlā me kēia lā, kaʻu mau mea hoʻoulu a me ke kiko kahi aʻu i hāʻawi wale ai a hoʻi hou. ʻAʻole wau e noʻonoʻo hiki iā ʻoe ke lanakila i kahi mea hōʻā kaumaha e like me kaʻu i hoʻomaka ai ma ke ʻano kamaliʻi a hoʻonohonoho maoli i kaʻu moekolohe ʻana i ka porn me ka hoʻoikaika a me ke aʻo. Manaʻo wau iaʻu iho me ka hoʻopaʻi loa, hana wau ma muli o 16, ʻai maikaʻi loa, loaʻa mau nā papa maikaʻi, lumi hoʻomaʻemaʻe, mālama iaʻu iho a pēlā aku, akā ʻokoʻa kēia, hele wau i kahi kahakaha a laila ʻano like ia me kahi ʻokoʻa. kahi mea e lawe ana a nānā wau i ka porn a paʻi a ma hope ua manaʻo wau e like me kahi werwolf e hoʻi nei i ka noho maʻamau ma laila e noʻonoʻo ana: "WTF ua hana wale wau?".
No laila ua ʻike wau e pono wau e hoʻopau i ke kumu o kaʻu hōʻā ʻo ka porn. Ma hea wau e loaʻa ai i ka porn? Pono ma ka pūnaewele! No laila ua lawe wau i kahi hana nui, kūʻai aku i kaʻu kelepona aʻu i manaʻo ai he pono nui wau. He mea pepehi kēia Thats bullshit no kāu ola kaiaulu a me kou pae ikehu, ke nānā wale nei i kēia pale i nā manawa āpau e hana nei i nā mea makehewa ʻole. ʻO ka hana hou e kaupalena i kaʻu hoʻohana pūnaewele no laila ua kamaʻilio wau i kaʻu pūnaewele pūnaewele a loaʻa iā ʻoe kahi "hoʻonohonoho palekana keiki" kahi e hiki ai iā ʻoe ke kaohi i ka manawa a me ka nui o ka hoʻohana pūnaewele. Ua kaupalena au i 30 mau minuke i kēlā me kēia lā, e mālama nei me kahi ʻōlelo huna aʻu i hoʻolei ai ma hope.
No laila kēia 30 mau minuke i ka lā e hoʻohana pololei wau no: ke kulanui a me nā leka uila a me ka heluhelu ʻana i kekahi nūhou. Hilinaʻi iaʻu ʻo ia ka mea maikaʻi maikaʻi loa aʻu i hana ai. ʻAʻohe facebook, instagram & whatsapp e nānā nei i nā manawa āpau ʻoiai ʻike ʻoe ʻaʻohe mea hou a hoihoi. ʻAʻole hoʻi hou i ka porn maikaʻi ʻole no ka mea he nui kaʻu mau mea e hana ai i kēia mau minuke 30 ʻaʻole wau e luhi a kaomi a puni nā pūnaewele ʻike ʻole.
He tausani mau manawa kaʻoi aku o kaʻu hana a laila ma mua a ʻoiai noʻonoʻo mau wau "e ola mākou ma 2014 ka honua ka honua a koʻikoʻi" ʻaʻole pono wau.
Inā loaʻa iāʻoe nā pilikia me ka hoʻoholoʻana e ho'āʻo iā ia, e hakakāʻoe me kahi mea hōʻailona me ke kumu o kāu hōʻailona i mua o kou 24 / 7. ʻAʻole hiki i kahi meaʻona lama keʻoluʻolu me kahi pahu hauʻi piha i ka beer a me ka vodka aʻaʻole hiki i kekahi mea pepehi porn e kau nei ma luna o ka pūnaewele i nā manawa a pau.
LINK - ʻO ka pūnaewele kouʻenemi (PIED,'OCD, a me ka moʻolelo pana porn).
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