Inā he kānalua i koe i loko o koʻu noʻonoʻo e pili ana i nofap, ua puka i waho o ka puka aniani ma Nov 26th Poʻalua, ma kahi o 9:30 pm ... E ʻoluʻolu e hoʻomanawanui iaʻu, ke kahaha nei nō wau i ka mea i hana ʻia i kēlā lā (i kahi maikaʻi ala).
E hele kāua i loko o kahi manawa pōkole, 29 wau, ua hoʻomaka wau i ka haʻalele ʻana mai ka 19 a hiki i ka moemoeā a laila i ka porn wikiwiki loa ma 20 (lohi loa wau ʻike akā he lohi ka pua, he noʻonoʻo noʻonoʻo) no 10 mau makahiki, ua hemo wau ma ka awelika 3 -4 manawa i ka lā, i kekahi manawa inā kū ka shit i nā manawa he 5-6, ʻoiai i kēia manawa ke noʻonoʻo wau i hope, ʻaʻole wau i ka wā kaumaha wale wau, a he puʻu ke hauʻoli, huhū a me ka hapa nui o nā mea āpau.
Mai ia manawa, e like me ka hapanui o ʻoukou "ex-addict" ma aneʻi, ua hoʻomohala wau iā ED, ke kaumaha, ka hopohopo a me ka hoʻohaʻahaʻa haʻahaʻa ʻole i wehewehe ʻia mai ka porn, ʻoi aku ka nui o nā makahiki ʻelima i hala i ʻike ʻia me ka ADHD a me ke kaumaha nui (he suicidal wau. ) ua kau ʻia ma wellbutrin, xanax, lexapro, concertta a me ritalin…. ʻae ua hana maikaʻi ʻole wau, he omega aloha wau, ʻike ʻoe, ʻo ka bullshit maʻamau, ʻaʻole hiki ke nānā i ka poʻe i ka maka .... yadda yadda
Ua hoʻomaka wau nofap i kēia Iulai a ʻae ... ua kuhi ʻoe ia, ʻo porn ke kumu o kaʻu mau kaumaha āpau no ka mea i kēia manawa MAU LOA ma nā meds āpau, he hoʻomaka paʻakikī ia a he moʻolelo lōʻihi ia, e wehewehe wale wau i kaʻu hana hoʻōla. puke, ka huakaʻi maʻamau a ʻoukou e lohe ai ma aneʻi.
He aha nā mea i hana ʻia, i kēia lā: Ke pānaʻi nei au me kaʻu hoa aloha wahine ʻoiai mai ke kula kiʻekiʻe, ua loaʻa mau iā ia nā hots noʻu mai ko mākou hui ʻana (he kāne maikaʻi loa wau akā ua luku ʻia e ka porn, ʻū ...) akā ʻaʻole wau i lawehala ʻia iā ia, ʻaʻole ʻo ia kaʻu ʻano, a ʻoiaʻiʻo nō ʻike wau iā ia ʻino loa i kekahi manawa, no laila lilo mākou i mau hoaaloha ma kahi.
No laila mākou i kau ai ma ka zoo, ke hoʻopau ʻana i ka lā holoʻokoʻa he chillin, hoʻomanaʻo wale nō wau i ʻōlelo mai iaʻu he omega? Aloha hoʻi, mai ka wā i lilo ai mākou i mau hoa aloha, e aloha mau loa ʻo ia iaʻu, me ka hoʻohālikelike me ka hoʻowahāwahā wahine ʻole a ka poʻokela, hoʻonāukiuki iaʻu a hoʻokau pū me ia, akā, ʻo ka mea i hiki i kēlā lā ua hoʻololi i nā mea āpau, aia ʻo ia me ka hoʻokaʻawale wahine porn-free . ^ E Ha yM.
I ka pau ʻana o ka lā e hoʻokipa nei iaʻu i ka home, ua kamaʻilio mākou no kekahi mau minuke a laila hoʻomaka hou ʻo ia i kekahi o kāna mau hana hoʻomalu wahine:
"Maopopo iā ʻoe anon, hiki iaʻu ke haʻi i ka nui o ka peni o kahi kāne inā lākou e kau nei i ka lole wāwae paʻa, e like me kaʻu ex, theres a contour, a slope of a fluffid penis calling out at the crotch ..."
a laila ua nānā ʻo ia i kaʻu crotch me kahi Chuckle ʻinoʻino a ʻōlelo ʻia
“ʻAʻohe mea poina iā ia haʻaka e lilo mākou i mau kaikuahine maikaʻi loa ahaha ”
Ua hele ʻo ia i ka laina, ʻaʻole loa ʻoe e hoʻomākeʻaka i ka pūʻolo kāne, ʻaʻohe ala ʻino, ʻoiai ʻaʻole i kahi kāne i loko o kahi FLATLINE koʻikoʻi me kahi dick make make.
E ʻoluʻolu e hoʻomanaʻo i ka manawa mai ka hoʻomaka ʻana o ka nofap, ua lilo wau i holoholona, e like me kaʻu i ʻōlelo ai ma luna o koʻu ola ʻana he ʻano maʻamau ia, aia wau i ka KĀLOA i kapa ʻia ʻo "super mana" a ʻaʻole wau e kāohi ʻia, hoʻokahi mea naʻe, ʻoiai ka hapanui ʻo ʻoe ma ʻaneʻi ua ʻike i ka hoʻoikaika ʻana i ka hilinaʻi, pēlā nō wau, akā ma hope ua lilo ia i huhū ... kahi mea i ʻike ʻole ʻia e aʻu mai ke kula haʻahaʻa, ua like ia me ka mea i hoʻololi ʻia i kahi kanaka ʻokoʻa loa a maikaʻi ʻole ia akā maikaʻi ... ʻaʻole wau e namunamu 😉
ʻO nā ala āpau, ʻo kaʻu masculinity, koʻu diginity e like me ke kanaka i ka holo ʻia e BY A WOMAN a me nāʻehā wale nō ala hoʻokahi e pale aku ai iaʻu.
ʻO wau: e mau hoahānau eh?
Kāhea: yup bff! kūlehu
Hopu wau i kāna mau umauma, ʻo HARD, e like me he mea uʻi pōhaku wau e paʻa ana i nā pōhaku pali ʻelua e pale ai iā ia mai ka hāʻule ʻana i kona make, he puʻu pāpale nui ia, ʻehā a me nā momona ʻōpala (loaʻa iā ia nā mea he nui nā mana) a hana ʻo BOY ua maikaʻi
ʻUā ʻo ia a hoʻāʻo e hahau iaʻu akā ua puka wau i waho o ke kaʻa ma mua o ka hiki iā ia ke hana pēlā, ʻulaʻula ka helehelena o kona helehelena me he hoki lā o ka baboon.
Ua kīloi wau i koʻu mau lima iā ia i kahi "hele mai iaʻu e kū i mua" a ʻōlelo akula:
“ʻO ia ka hana a nā kaikuahine”
hāʻawi iā ia i ka wink a hele i loko o koʻu home, LIKE A BOSS. ʻAʻole ia e pau ma aneʻi, i ka wā i pani ai au i ka puka, ua ʻike wau he boner kaʻu ... MAHOPE 20 LĀ O KE KAʻOLEʻI PALAPALA HOPE I KA PONO!
Luhiluhi koʻu mau maka i ke kākau ʻana i kēia, MAHALOHA NOFAP MAHALOHA MAHALOHA, mahalo iā ʻoukou a pau loa! no kāu kākoʻo āpau! a ʻo ʻoe hoʻi ʻo Gary Wilson! inā ʻaʻole kāu ʻōlelo ma nā kamaʻilio Ted ʻaʻole wau e lilo i ʻano wau i kēia lā: KANAKA
E aloha hou iā ʻoe, e ka HUA, e hoʻolaʻa iaʻu iho i kēia reddit, ka hāʻawi ʻana i ke kākoʻo a me ke ʻano he nui e like me ka poʻe kanaka hiki !!! Mai hāʻawi pio loa, mai hūnā! ʻO wau kekahi o nā mea i hoʻohui i ka porn a inā hiki iaʻu ke hana ia e hiki iā ʻoe ke!
MAI MAKE KAHI
ʻO TL; DR kahi mea momona hanohano i holo aku ai nā kānaka a pau, ua lilo ʻo ia i mea hihiʻo Alpha ma hope o nofap
- epilog: ua leka uila ʻo ia iaʻu a ʻōlelo mai he "keikikāne maikaʻi" loa wau a "hāʻawi ʻo ia iaʻu" i ka manawa hou a mākou e hui ai, ma kahi ʻano hoʻomākeʻaka, he mau hoaaloha mākou no 10x mau makahiki ma hope o nā mea āpau. MA KA BITCH
LINK - Nofap i hana iaʻu i ka paulele (Mind Blowing Success)
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