ʻO wau ʻo Aussie no laila ʻo kaʻu counter he lā i mua no laila ua pā wau i kaʻu 90 mau lā.
ʻO ka moʻolelo o hope. ʻAʻole i hoʻomaka kahi fap i kahi manawa hoʻolālā hou ma hope o ka haki ʻana me kaʻu ipo wahine o ʻehā mau makahiki. Loaʻa ka manaʻo mai 'Models' na Mark Manson. Ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia iā PMO hoʻokahi wale nō i ka pule e hoʻonui i ka makemake no ka wahine ʻē aʻe. Ma hope o kekahi manawa ua hoʻoholo wau e nānā i loko o kahi kaiāulu no fap a lawe i ka pahuhopu.
Kekahi hele koke aku la wau i lalo i kahi ʻaoʻao. ʻAʻole wau i manaʻo i nā mea o ka hana nui a kau hou. Makemake wale nō au e ʻike inā he hana ana a nawaliwali paha. ʻO ia ka mea hoʻokahi a hoʻomaha wale nō wau.
I koʻu manaʻo ua loli kahi loli. Noʻu ua like wau me he mea kuapo lā i loko o koʻu lolo i wili ʻia. ua hele ia mai PMO a i ʻole fap. No laila i ka manawa i kupu ai ka manaʻo i loko o kuʻu poʻo ua neʻe koke ka manaʻo iā “ʻAʻole wau e hana hou”. Ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi liʻiliʻi iki me nā memes hou e like me kaʻu i ʻike ai he maʻalahi. ʻIke wau e huhū kekahi i kēia akā ʻo ka ʻoiaʻiʻo. Ua hana nui wau akā ua pōmaikaʻi wau i kaʻu huakaʻi.
ʻO kā mea ʻē aʻe ua loaʻa iaʻu inā he semi maʻamau ka hana maʻamau. I ka wā mua, ua pōʻino ia i ka wā o koʻu flatline. ʻO ka lōʻihi o kēia, ʻoiai ʻo ia ka maikaʻi o kēlā me kēia e ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi o ka lōʻihi. Loaʻa iā ia a pono ia āpau. ʻO kaʻu mea wale nō i kēia manawa ke nānā ʻole nei ʻoiai iaʻu e manaʻo nei e hoʻololi i ka wā lōʻihi.
ʻO kaʻu mau hebedoma ʻekolu ka paʻakikī loa. ʻAʻole i moe kolohe i kēlā manawa. Hele mākaʻikaʻi ʻoiai ʻo ʻAukekulelia Komohana a haʻalele aku i kaʻu mau kaikamahine i ka home. He manawa minuke hope loa ia e hiki mai ana a ʻaʻole wau i manaʻo i nā lā hope loa i kahi ʻano paʻakikī. Manaʻo wau he hoʻomaʻemaʻe a hoʻonāukiuki kēia manawa.
Ma kahi holoʻokoʻa ua hauʻoli wau i kaʻu huakaʻi i kēia manawa. Manaʻo wau ua hoʻokau nui wau a ua paʻi wau i kaʻu kiʻi porn porn. ʻAʻole ia i paʻa hou iaʻu. ʻAʻole wau hopohopo hou no ka post hilahila a i ʻole nā kānaka e hele ana i loko oʻu a loaʻa ʻole nā moemoeā maoli ʻole me nā wahine plastik. ʻO kaʻu pahuhopu i kēia manawa ʻo ka hoʻomau mau ʻana i ke kōkua i ka poʻe ʻē aʻe i ko lākou ʻoi aku i nā pahuhopu.
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