He kāne au 39 makahiki, a hele a ma waho o ke kaʻaahi NoFap ma kahi o hoʻokahi makahiki. ʻO ka lā lōʻihi loa 55 mau lā. Akā he mau pule / mau mahina hoʻi kahi i hoʻi hou loa ai wau. I kēia manawa ma 40 mau lā, ʻoiai kēia manawa (mahalo a unapologetically) ʻaʻole ia ma ke ʻano paʻakikī.
I ka makahiki i hala iho nei, ua hiki iaʻu ke waiho i kaʻu male male ʻole ma hope iaʻu, ua hoʻomaka wau e hana, ua loaʻa nā kumuwaiwai he nui o ka loaʻa kālā hou, ua kāohi ʻia kaʻu ʻano puhi paka, ua hoʻihoʻi wau i kaʻu mea aloha, a loaʻa he ipo hou.
ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke paʻakikī me kaʻu wahine ma mua, a hele aku i ka hopena hohonu me ka porn ma hope o ko mākou haki (ʻaʻole wau i kokoke i ka hopena hohonu ʻoiai e male ana). ʻAʻole wau i ʻike inā ʻo PIED ia, inā no ka mea he pōhaku nui wau, a no ka mea ʻaʻole wau i aloha i kaʻu wahine ma mua, akā ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke kūkulu hou ke ʻole wau hele aku nei i ka porn.
No laila i ka mālamalama o kēlā mōʻaukala, ua nele wau i ka hilinaʻi e pili aku me kaʻu kaikamahine hou no kekahi manawa lōʻihi. Ke hoʻopunipuni nei mākou, akā ua kau nui wau i ka hana, a ʻaʻole i hui pū kaʻu ʻeke, no laila ua wehewehe wau e loaʻa wale ana kēia ukana mai kaʻu male male ʻole ʻana, a pono e hele lohi, a pēlā aku Ua ʻoluʻolu a hoʻomaopopo ʻo ia, akā ua like wau me he shit.
Eia nō naʻe, i ka pō nei ua nui kahi breakthrough, ua hiki iaʻu ke lilo iaʻu iho i kēia manawa, a me ka moʻolelo lōʻihi - Ua paʻakikī wau me ka hauʻoli a hauʻoli i kaʻu blowjob hoʻomaka mua loa i nā makahiki. ʻAʻole wau i hui pū me kahi wahine i loko o ʻaneʻane mau makahiki he ʻumi. Aia wau i ke ao ʻeiwa i kēia lā.
ʻAʻole wau e noʻonoʻo ua "hoʻōla ʻia," a manaʻo piha e loaʻa iaʻu nā papahu a i ʻole nā wā haʻahaʻa no ka wā e hiki mai ana ma ka liʻiliʻi. Akā no hoʻokahi pō hanohano, ua hiki iaʻu ke waiho i koʻu mau pilikia ma mua iaʻu.
ʻIke wau i kēia manawa ke aloha ʻia ma aneʻi ke noʻonoʻo ka poʻe iā NoFap ma ke ʻano he ala wale nō e hana ai me nā pilikia ED a i ʻole e loaʻa nā superpowers a me 'bang hot chicks,' akā makemake wau e kaʻana like i kaʻu moʻolelo ma ke ʻano he memo hoʻoikaika i nā poʻe ʻē aʻe e hakakā ana me ka hana. nā pilikia. Inā hiki iaʻu ke loaʻa hou ka hana moekolohe i lawa ka ʻike maikaʻi (ʻaʻole pōhaku paʻakikī no ʻelua hola, akā i luna a i lalo kūlohelohe me ke kahe o kēia manawa, a laila e alakaʻi ana i ka climax like), a laila hiki i kekahi mea.
by Kākau
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