Ma laila wau. He ala paʻakikī inā ʻoe e makemake a hoʻokō i kāu pilina. Ke hana nei ʻoe me kahi mea porn / masturbation addict. ʻAʻole ia he mea nui i kou ʻano a i ʻole i ka nui o kona aloha iā ʻoe, he mea hōʻalo kāna.
Ua hauʻoli loa wau i ka makahiki ʻo ʻAukake o ka makahiki i hala. He kīʻaha kaʻu kāne. Ua hakakā ʻo mākou ma kā mākou makahiki mua o ka hakakā ʻana no nā kumu āu i kākau ai ma ʻaneʻi. I ka wā mua i ʻike ai mākou, nui ka wahine, nui pinepine. A ma hope o ka mahina o 3 ua lohi ʻo ia, ʻaʻole ia i makemake nui. Hoʻopau ʻo ia i nā kaumaha, luhi, nā lā nui i ka hana. Ua hoʻomaka pū wau i ka nīnau ʻana i kona hiki ʻole i ka ejaculate.
A laila, ʻo nā pilikia me ED, ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke mālama i kahi kikowaena i ka wā o ka moe ʻana. Ua lilo ke kaumaha i kona neʻe ʻana me aʻu. He wahine nani au a hoihoi, a i ka moe. I a au kahi moena kiʻekiʻe. Ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi manawa paʻakikī e pili ana i kāna mau kumu no ke koho ʻana i ka porn / masturbation ma mua o kahi hālāwai kolohe maoli.
Hoʻopili ʻo ia i nā manawa āpau i loaʻa iā ia, i ka ʻauʻau i ke kakahiaka, i ka ʻauʻau ma hope o ka hana. ʻAʻohe mea kupanaha āna i makemake ai a i ʻole pono e moe me aʻu, ʻaʻohe pono. ʻO kēia kēlā me kēia lā. ʻOiai ma nā hopena pule. Ua hōʻole ʻo ia i ka manawa nui. I ka mua ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia he maʻa, a ʻaʻole maʻa ʻo ia i ka moekolohe maʻamau.
E huhū loa ʻo ia ke kūʻē wau iā ia, nīnau iā ia, a i ʻole hoʻāʻo wale e maopopo. E lilo ke kamaʻilio kamaʻilio wale i ka hakakā no ka mea ʻo ia pale nui, e pohā ʻo ia. ʻAʻole ʻo ia i manaʻo he pilikia kāna, e hoʻopaʻapaʻa ʻo ia i nā kāne e masturbate, i nā mea like ʻole, e hoʻopau i ka hōʻole ʻana e hana ana ʻo ia. Ua hana nui wau i ka noiʻi ma ka Pūnaewele e aʻo i nā mea āpau i hiki iaʻu e pili ana i ka hōʻino, a me ka hoʻomana porn. ʻO kāna hana he ʻano like ia o ka addict (ke nānā nei i ka porn ʻoiai ke hana ʻole ʻia, ke koho ʻana i ka porn ma mua o ka hoa, e kala ana ʻaʻole e pili pū me ka poʻe e hana manawa no ka porn, a pēlā aku.).
ʻAʻole wau i hāʻawi iā ia a i kā mākou pilina no ka mea aloha wau iā ia. Ua makemake wau e male iā ia, akā ua hōʻike akāka wau iā ia ʻaʻole wau e male i kekahi i hiki ʻole ke hoʻokau iaʻu. Makemake au i kahi kāne makemake e pili i ka moekolohe me aʻu, ʻaʻole iā ia iho. Ua luku kēia mea āpau i kā mākou pilina. Pono ʻo ia e koho; pono iā ia e ʻae iā ia iho. Ua lōʻihi nā mahina lōʻihi e hiki ai kēlā.
Ua hele mālie ka maikaʻi; ua pīpī ʻo ia a nānā pinepine i ka porn. He mau pilikia kā mākou i kekahi mau mahina ma hope o kā mākou male ʻana, a ʻo ia ka mea i ʻike ʻoiai ua haʻalele ʻo ia i ka porn a laila hoʻi i kāna pilikia. Ua hāʻawi ʻoluʻolu mai ʻo ia iaʻu i kāna kelepona paʻalima a hele i kahi kelepona paʻalima maʻamau. Hauʻoli loa māua. ʻAʻole ʻo ia i ʻike i ka hopena o kāna masturbating i kā mākou moekolohe ... ʻoi aku ka paʻakikī o ke kūkulu ʻana i ʻoi aku ka hope, a ʻoi aku ka nui-ua loaʻa iā ia nā ʻīniha, kahi e weliweli ai ka wahine iaʻu.
ʻO wau aloha iā ia ma mua, makemake wau iā ia, akā ʻo ka ʻikepili ua ʻoluʻolu loa iaʻu. Ua heluhelu wau i nā blog he nui e paipai i ka wahine e hoʻolei i kā lākou mau hoa kāne / kāne, e hoʻopunipuni, etc. A inā he koʻikoʻi kāu pilina a aloha ʻoe kekahi i kekahi, e ʻoluʻolu e noiʻi, heluhelu a hoʻonaʻauao iā ʻoe iho i ka hoʻohui ʻana i ka porn. E hakakā i kou pilina. Inā makemake ʻoe iā ʻoe, a laila hoʻoholo i nā loli.
ʻAʻole hele ke kaāohiʻi; he mea ia e hoʻokili pono ai. Ke aʻo nei kaʻu kāne e hoʻomalu i kēlā mau kīʻaha, a ke hoʻomau nei ʻo ia i ka ʻike ʻana e aloha ana ia iaʻu a hiki ke nalowale iaʻu inā hoʻi hou nā mea i ke ʻano o lākou.
Makemake wau e hoʻohui he hauʻoli loa ʻo ia me kā mākou ola wahine. Noho pū mākou i ʻelua mau makahiki, a ua hele i loko o nā ʻano ʻano ʻona i kēia manawa. Eia naʻe, ʻaʻole au e ʻōlelo aku iā ʻoe e noho pū me kekahi nāna e hōʻoluʻolu ʻole iā ʻoe. Inā ʻaʻole ʻo ia e ʻae he pilikia kāna, inā ʻaʻole ia e hoʻololi, e pōpilikia ʻoe. Lawe ʻia ʻelua mau kānaka e hana i kahi pilina pili, manawa.
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