Koʻu lōʻihi ia. Makemake wale e ʻōlelo ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke hoʻomaikaʻi aku iā NoFap no ka mea ua hoʻomaikaʻi maikaʻi i koʻu ola a ua lilo wau i kanaka maikaʻi aʻe.
Ma mua, ʻo wau kekahi o gehena o kahi kolohe. ʻAʻole wau i mālama iaʻu iho, i ka hilinaʻi ʻole, a me ka hoʻoikaika ʻole e hana i kekahi mea kūpono i koʻu ola. ʻO ka mea wale nō e hiki iaʻu ke haʻaheo no kaʻu mau mākahi aʻu e koho nei. Ua loaʻa mau iaʻu nā māka kiʻekiʻe a he haumāna haumāna pololei kekahi. ʻOiaʻiʻo, he hakakā nui kēia akā ua pahu wau i loko no ka mea makemake wau e kūleʻa i ke ola. Lohi mālie kēia lawena porn i koʻu ola a laila ʻike wau iā NoFap. Ke hakakā nei au no hoʻokahi makahiki a ʻoi loa akā ua loaʻa wau i kēia ʻano hele.
Ma hope o NoFap, ua loaʻa iaʻu kēia hoʻoikaika nui e hoʻomaikaʻi iaʻu iho. No laila ua loaʻa iaʻu nā lole maikaʻi a nānā i kaʻu mau hiʻohiʻona ma mua o ke kūʻai ʻana i nā mea āpau aʻu i ʻike ai. Ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi lauoho lauoho maikaʻi ma kahi o ka uhi ʻana i koʻu lauoho lauoho me ka beanie. I loko o kēia kahakaha ua loaʻa iaʻu kēia maopopo a hoʻomaʻemaʻe paha i koʻu manaʻo. Hoʻomaopopo mau wau i nā mea mai ka papa a ʻoi aku ka maʻalahi o ka nānā mau ʻana. Ma mua, ua ʻaʻa wau e nānā i ka papa ʻo ia ka mea i pono iaʻu e hoʻi i ka home a aʻo iaʻu iho i ka maʻamau. Akā i kēia manawa, ʻaʻole pono wau e hana me kēlā. Ma mua, ua ʻaʻa wau e loaʻa nā A āpau i kaʻu papa no ka mea ʻaʻole ia he hana maʻalahi akā i kēia manawa, me he mea lā maʻalahi. Ma muli o kaʻu kula he lā A a me ka lā B, aia ʻelua mau lā e hana ai i kā mākou haʻawina home. Ma mua, e hoʻolohi wau a hana i kaʻu mau haʻawina home i ka minuke hope loa me ka leʻaleʻa ʻole. Akā i kēia manawa, hoʻopau wau iā ia i ka wā hiki loa a loaʻa i kahi manawa nui manuahi no ke koena o ka lā e hana i nā huahana ʻē aʻe.
Ua hāʻawi mai ʻo NoFap iaʻu i kahi huina nui inā hilinaʻi. Ma mua, hilahila wau, ʻaʻole launa me nā poʻe ʻē aʻe ma mua o kaʻu pōʻai liʻiliʻi o nā hoaaloha, a ʻaʻole maikaʻi wau e pili ana iaʻu iho. I kēia manawa, aia koʻu hilinaʻi i laila. Kamaʻilio wau me nā poʻe hou, hana i mau hoaaloha hou, a i kēia manawa manawaleʻa e hana i nā mea me ka pilikia ʻole. Ua loaʻa maoli kēia hilinaʻi iaʻu i hoʻokahi manawa i ka papa. No laila pono mākou e hōʻike i kēia mea i ka papa akā ʻaʻohe mea makemake e hana. A laila hāpai wau i koʻu lima e hāʻawi manawaleʻa e hele mua. Ma hope o kaʻu hōʻike ʻana, ua haʻi mai kaʻu kumu iaʻu ua hāʻawi mai ʻo ia iaʻu i ka hōʻaiʻē xtra no ka hele mua ʻana. Ua like wau, e damn, ʻaʻole loa ia e hana inā ʻaʻole no NoFap.
I kēia mau lā, me he mea lā e kamaʻilio nui ana nā kaikamahine iaʻu a loaʻa pū kekahi mau helu iaʻu. Akā ʻaʻole wau i manaʻoʻiʻo maoli i kēia mea ʻumeʻume wahine a ʻaʻole nō wau. Akā koho wau i kahi ala, NoFap hana iaʻu i mea nani i nā wahine. Ua hoʻomaʻemaʻe wau iaʻu iho a lilo wau i mea ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi o ka nānā ʻana i nā lole, hoʻomaʻamaʻa wau i kēia manawa no NoFap, he ola ʻoi aku koʻu maikaʻi ma mua o ka wā ma mua, ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi lauoho lauoho maikaʻi a me nā mea ʻē aʻe he nui. ʻO kēia ke kumu e nani ai wau i nā wahine.
ʻAʻole ʻo NoFap i hana hoʻokalakupua iaʻu i ka wahine. Ua hoʻohana wau iā NoFap ma ke ʻano he mea hana e hoʻomaikaʻi ai i koʻu ola i mea e hoʻonani hou aku ai iaʻu i nā hoʻomaikaʻi aʻu i hana ai. Inā heluhelu ʻoe i kēia mea āpau, makemake wau e hoʻomaikaʻi iā ʻoe no ka lawe manawa ʻana mai kou lā e heluhelu ai i kēia. Makemake wau e kaʻana like i kaʻu huakaʻi a me koʻu mau manaʻo ma NoFap. He lā maikaʻi a e ikaika mau!
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