I kēia manawa, aloha wau iaʻu, e honi ana i koʻu uhaʻi, 30lbs māmā

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Honi honi ʻia ʻo 2 makahiki i ka pō nei. ʻAʻole wau e hoʻomaikaʻi wale aku iā NoFap no kēia no ka mea ʻo ia kahi manaʻo BroFap, akā i ka manawa aʻu i ʻike mua ai i kēia kaikamahine i ʻelua mau makahiki i hala aku nei ua hilahila wau, kūpilikiʻi, a holo pū me PMO āpau.

Ua like like me kēia ma kēia makahiki, akā i ka malama o Sepatemaka ua hoʻomaka wau e hana, noʻonoʻo, ʻaiʻai, NoFap, a i ke aloha wale nō iaʻu. Mai kēia mau mea āpau, ʻo ka mea nui e hiki ai iā ʻoe ke hana i ka hoʻomaikaʻi i kou olakino a me kou hilinaʻi ke aloha iā ʻoe iho.

He mau haʻina like ʻole kā mākou āpau, akā ke aʻo ʻana pehea e ʻike ai iaʻu iho i ke ala a ke Akua a me nā poʻe ʻē aʻe e manaʻoʻiʻo iaʻu e ʻike iaʻu i kōkua nui ai i kēia mau loli holoʻokoʻa. Kōkua ʻia ia me koʻu pohō kaumaha, hilinaʻi, a me ka holomua holoʻokoʻa ma nā kaha NoFap i hala.

ʻO 6 mau mahina i hala aku nei, ua hōʻeha wau i kahi ʻeha a puni kaʻu mea aloha a ʻaʻole wau e ʻoluʻolu e kamaʻilio pū me ia, akā i kēia manawa ke kamaʻilio mau nei mākou, cuddling, a me ka honi ʻana o ka pō nei. I ka manawa i kū wau i ke kau ʻana iā ia ma kahi kūwae a nānā aku iā ia e like me ka hopohopo e like me aʻu, ua hoʻomaka pū nā mea e hāʻule pū.

Inā hiki iaʻu ke loaʻa ka hauʻoli i loko oʻu, inā hiki iaʻu e nalowale i ke 30lbs i nā mahina 9, a inā hiki iaʻu ke loaʻa koʻu kuhi, a laila hiki i kēlā me kēia kanaka ke hana i kēlā me kēia āu e makemake ai. Manaʻo wau he maikaʻi kāu lā, e aloha ʻia i nā mea a pau o kāu puka ʻana mai, a hana maikaʻi i ka wā o kou ola me ko ka makahiki.

Tl; dr - ʻaʻohe mea e aloha iā ʻoe inā ʻaʻole ʻoe e aloha iā ʻoe iho a inā e ʻaʻa ʻoe e aloha iā ʻoe iho, e ʻaʻa ʻoe e hoʻomaikaʻi i kou ola. Eia kekahi, like ka makaʻu o kēlā me kēia me ʻoe. E aʻo e leʻaleʻa i ka hāmau me ka ʻole o ka "awkward," ʻaʻole pono ka hopena a i ʻole kekahi mea i ʻōlelo ʻia.

LINK - ʻO ka huhū ʻana o 2 mau makahiki i ka pō nei

By kekeaupai