ʻIke wau, aia wale wau i ka lā 3 no kēia kaha o kēia manawa, akā ua noho wau me kēia kaiāulu no 2 mau makahiki a…
Lā wale mai koʻu hele ʻana mai me ka makamaka aloha, a he ʻehā mau lā i hoʻopaʻa ʻia me nā wahine nani ʻehā i kēia pule aʻe.
ʻAʻole NoFap ka lāʻau hoʻōla a pau, akā he kumu ia no ka hoʻomaikaʻi pilikino iā ia iho. A ʻo kekahi o nā mea nui e hoʻomaikaʻi ai iaʻu ʻo koʻu hopohopo i ka hoʻokokoke ʻana i nā wahine aʻu e ʻike ai he nani loa. ʻAʻole wau e noʻonoʻo hou inā e kīkē kahi kaikamahine iaʻu i lalo, no ka mea ʻaʻole lawa wau. Aia he tausani a hoʻokahi kumu ke kumu e hiki ai i kahi kaikamahine ke hoʻohuli iaʻu i ka pili ʻole iaʻu. He aha ia, ʻaʻole wau e lawe hou iā ia iho. Ua ʻike a hana wau ma o kaʻu ukana ponoʻī e noʻonoʻo ai pēlā. I kēia manawa ʻaʻole wau e hali me aʻu i kēlā me kēia manawa ke hele wau i kahi kaikamahine, e kūleʻa paha wau a leʻaleʻa i ka hoʻāʻo ʻana e kiʻi i kaikamahine. Hell, ua leʻaleʻa wau i kaʻu mau "kūleʻa" o ke kiʻi ʻana i kaikamahine, ʻoluʻolu wale ke hoʻāʻo. ʻO Anesthetizing ʻo Porn iaʻu mai ka ʻike ʻana i kaʻu ukana.
Heather, he brunette uʻi, ua hui wau ma kahi kalapu hulahula ma SF i kekahi mau mahina i hala aku nei, a e nanea wale ana wau i koʻu pō, e leʻaleʻa pū ana me koʻu mau hoaaloha, e uē ana i ke mele, ke hui mākou, loaʻa koke kahi maʻalahi maʻalahi. Noho mākou i nā kaona kaʻawale a ʻaʻole ʻike maoli kekahi i kekahi mai ia manawa, akā ua noho pili mākou a ke kau nei wau me ia no Halloween. I loko o ka manawa a mākou i noho ai e launa pū, ua pili pono a hele i kekahi manawa, a aia kekahi mau manawa e hiki ai iaʻu ke hele i waho, akā ua ʻae wau iā ia i kahi e ola ai i kona ola.
ʻO Joannie, kekahi brunnette aloha kekahi i hui ai wau i kahi pāʻani i nā mahina i hala aku nei i ka hoʻololi ʻia ʻana o nā pahu. Hoʻokahi wale nō pō wau e launa pū ai me ia, akā pili mau wau. Ua hoʻi ʻo ia i Kelemānia no ke kauwela a e hele ana mākou i kahi pāʻina kiʻiʻoniʻoni i ka Pōʻaono. Eia hou, ʻo ia ka hiki ke hāʻawi iā ia i kahi i hana maoli
Ua hālāwai wau me Mary, kahi ʻulaʻula nani ma kahi hale hana, a i ka wā i pau ai wau i ka hana pū me ke kumu, a he manawa hoʻokahi wau me ia, ua kāne wale wau a noi iā ia e hele i ka ʻaina awakea ma hope o ka hale hana. Ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia ʻaʻole loaʻa ʻo ia, akā maliʻa paha i kekahi manawa ʻē aʻe. No laila ua noi au iā ia i kāna helu a hāʻawi mai iaʻu. Ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia e like me nā hoa aloha, ʻeā? No ka mea he kāne kāna. A maikaʻi loa kēlā iaʻu, no ka mea kōkua ia iaʻu, no ka mea ʻo ke kau pū ʻana me nā wahine uʻi kekahi mea aʻu e hana nei i kēia manawa.
ʻO Connie kaʻu kahu wahine hoʻokipa i koʻu nānā ʻana i ka Pōʻani Pōʻani Honua o ka pō (Go Giants!) Me koʻu hoa aloha, ʻo Henry. Wela ʻo ia i ka wela, ʻulaʻula lauoho. Ua kū ʻo ia ma kā mākou papa ʻaina a kamaʻilio liʻiliʻi mākou, ua hāʻawi ʻo ia i kekahi ʻike pilikino. I kēia manawa ma mua, ua manaʻo wau he leʻaleʻa wale ʻo ia e kōkua i kāna ʻōpala, akā ʻo ia, ʻaʻole wau e manaʻo hou i kēlā. Ua hele ʻo ia e mālama i kahi pākaukau hou a ua haʻi wau iā Henry e hele ana wau e noi iā ia e nānā paha iā Gone Girl. I kona hoʻi ʻana mai, ua lawe au i kahi manawa kūpono, a nīnau iā ia inā ua nānā ʻo ia i nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni i kēia mau lā, ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia ua nānā wale ʻo ia iā Gone Girl a maikaʻi maoli ia. ʻAʻole, pilikia, no ka mea a laila nīnau wau inā ʻike ʻo ia i ka huhū. ʻAʻole, ʻaʻole ʻo ia.
"Nānā, ʻike wau e pili paha ʻoe i hoʻokahi miliona mau manawa i ka lā, akā makemake ʻoe e nānā i ka huhū ma ka Pōʻalima?" Ua nīnau wau.
"Au, e hana ana wau i kēia pule āpau a ka Poʻalua," i ʻōlelo ʻo ia.
"Pehea ka Pōʻakolu?"
"ʻAe, maikaʻi kēlā," i ʻōlelo ʻo ia.
No laila, kiʻi wau i kāna helu a ma mua o koʻu haʻalele ʻana, ke kāpae nei au e kāhea lokomaʻi aku a hāʻawi iā ia i honi iā ia i ka ʻālina.
ʻO nā mea aʻu e hana nei naʻu iho e hana maoli nei.
Ke mahalo nei iaʻu iho, a me ka ʻae ʻole ʻana i nā ʻike subparra kaʻu mea maʻamau, ʻo ka porn kahi ʻike subpar ʻaʻole ia kaʻu ʻano maʻamau. No nā wahine. Ke maopopo nei he ola ko lākou i loaʻa i nā pilikia a me nā pilikia a ʻoiai inā makemake lākou e launa pū me aʻu, lōʻihi paha ka manawa e hoʻokō ai. Ka hoʻomaopopo ʻana i ka nānā maoli ʻana o nā wahine i ka hilinaʻi i ka wā e nānā ana i kahi kāne. Kōkua maikaʻi ke nānā aku, akā he aliʻi ka hilinaʻi. No kahi wahine, kahi kāne ʻike iā ia, ʻoiaʻiʻo i ka hōʻike ʻana i kona mau manaʻo a makemake i nā poʻe ʻē aʻe a lawa ka mahalo iā ia iho a me ka hilinaʻi ʻole e ʻae i ka liʻiliʻi o ke ola, ua like ia me kahi pēpē wela nui i nā kāne.
A inā ma ke ʻano kaulike ʻano ʻē i ka galaxy e kū nei a ʻaʻole kū kekahi o nā lā, maikaʻi ia, no ka mea maikaʻi wau me aʻu iho, a hele hou wau. ʻAʻole wau makaʻu i ka hāʻule i lalo, no ka mea ʻike wau i ke ala i hope.
Mai haʻalele wale no ka mea ʻaʻole ʻoe i hana i 90 mau lā, a i ʻole hoʻi hou, a inā ʻaʻole ʻoe i hoʻāʻo iā NoFap a me kāu mea hōʻā, e hana. ʻO ke aʻo ʻana o NoFap i kōkua iaʻu e lilo i ʻano maoli, a hiki iā ia ke kōkua iā ʻoe.
tl; dr NoFap ka luki o ka hoʻomaʻamaʻa o ka hoʻomaikaʻi ʻana iā ʻoe iho.
LINK - ʻO kaʻu moʻolelo (Long)
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