I tēnei wiki kua kotahi tau ahau mai i taku hopea whakaaetia He tangata whakahāwea moepuku ahauEhara ahau i te "tangata noa iho he whanonga kino ki te tiro i ngā mahi puremu"
He panonitanga ohorere tēnei i roto i tōku hinengaro me tōku tuakiri: i te wā i pakaru ai taku whakakāhore, ā, ka kite ahau kua roa, kua roa e pakaru ana tōku ao.
Haere ahau ki ingoamuna kore utu ipurangi ngā huihuinga auau i roto i SAA a SPAA.
Ki te whakahua i te Pukapuka Kakariki a te SAA:
He mea tino kore e taea te puta atu i tēnei whakakorekore. E rua ngā take:
1) te waranga PMO he pai te ahuaKoinei taku otinga matua mō ngā raruraru o te ao; ko te heroini taku i whiriwhiri ai. Werohia ki konei. Kāore au i te mōhio me pēhea te ora me te kore he heroini.
2) He tangata hiahia nui ahau ki te whakahaere i ngā mea. E whakahīhī ana ahau ki tōku mana motuhake, ki te puta atu i ngā uauatanga, me te ora ake i ētahi atu waranga. i runga i tōku ake "kaha hiahia".
Nā konei, i hiahia ahau ki te "tae ki raro."
Mōku nei, ko ngā mea nei te mea nui ki ahau:
• Ngā whakamataku o te pō
• Ohoroa
• Ngā wiri o ngā uaua
• Ngā whakaeke mataku i ia rā (ngā whakaekenga kino)
• Ānetōnia
• Kohu roro
• Te kore e taea te aro ki ngā mahi uaua
• te kore e taea te pānui tika, te pato rānei (ngā kupu ngaro, te hē o te tuhi)
• Ngā raruraru io
• Ngā raruraru tirohanga
• Ngā mamae o te upoko / ngā migraines (me whakamahi he putea hukapapa i muri i te kai nui)
• Te mamae o muri
• Te pouri
• Te kore tumanako
• Paranoia
• Whakaaro whakamomori
• Te koretake o te akuaku/ngā ponana harore i roto i taku hope
• Ngā paru i runga i ōku hāte me ōku kākahu
• Te ngoikore o te ure
• Te manukanuka pāpori nui
• Te whakaaro whakahihi
• Te matatini o te patunga whaiaro
• Te ngoikore o te adrenal
• Ngā hāora moe/oho pōrearea
• Te karo i ngā whanaungatanga/te piripono
• Whakamā
• Ngā whakaaro e pā ana ki te whara i a koe anō me ētahi atu
• Te mauahara ki a koe anō
• me te maha atu
He porowhita katoa ki roto i te poka o te reinga ora. He nui rawa aku mahi whakaari, ā, i pōrearea ahau, ā, tonu i hiahia tonu ki te mahi whakaari. Kāore i taea e au i tetahi ngā mahi i raro i reira…
…engari i whakapae tonu ahau i ahau anō. Ahakoa i te mutunga ka hiahia ahau ki te tono āwhina, me te mahi i ngā mea katoa e tika ana kia kore ai ahau e haurangi (e hiahia ana ki te haere ki i tetahi roa), i whakaaro tonu ahau nōku te he katoa:
Nā te mārama ki tēnei hei mate, kua tino rerekē te āhua. Nā tēnei i whakakore te whakama me te mauahara ki a au anō mō te ngoikore o taku "kaha hinengaro".
Mai i taku haerenga ki ngā hui i ia rā i runga i te Zoom, mō te tau kua hipa, kua tino huri haere ngā mea.
Ka ngāwari taku moe inaianei mā te pānui pukapuka. Kāore he mataku pō. Mā taku wā moe ahau e ara ake, e whakahauora i te 8 i te ata.
He nui ake taku noho tahi me ōku hoa, ā, ka taea e au te mahi i tēnei whakarongo i teie nei.
He nui te wā e noho ana ahau i waho, i roto hoki i te māra. He maha tonu taku kōrero ki te tangata, ā, he nui ake taku whakahoahoa.
He pai ki ahau te tunu kai me te kai, te puoro, te toi, me te ao, kāore i rite ki mua. Kāore i roto i te tekau tau neke atu.
He uaua tonu ngā wā kei ahau, āe, he paheke hoki. Engari ehara i te mea ko tōku ao tēnei i ēnei rā. He tikanga noho tawhito, he wāhanga tawhito hoki o ahau e mimiti haere ana i ia rā, i ia rā.
Ko tāku e whakamahere nei ko tōku heke mai, ehara i te whakamomori. Ko tāku e whakamahere nei ko te haere ki waho, ehara i te mea ko ngā ataata ka kitea e au.
Kua pai ake tōku hauora i ngā āhuatanga maha kāore e taea e au te whakaaro, he mea e kore e taea. Engari anei ahau.
Nō reira, ki te kōrero nui ahau mō ngā Hipanga 12 i runga i tēnei wānanga, nā ēnei mea anake. Nāna i whakahoki mai tōku ao katoa.
He kaupapa whakaora whānui taku e mahi nei, ā, he wāhanga nui a NoFap o tēnā. Engari ki te kore a 12 Steps, kua ngaro katoa ahau…
E ono tau te roa o te hokinga mai ki ēnei huihuinga e whakaatu ana i tēnā.
Anei tētahi atu tau whakaora - ko wai ka mōhio kei hea ahau i taua wā?
) me te rārangi o aku painga whakaora (tae noa ki tēnei wā).
(PS Kua tono mai ētahi ki ahau mō ngā hononga ki ngā hui whakaora – kua tāpirihia ēnei ki te tihi o tēnei pou)