Tere poto - Na ka whiwhi ahau i te HOCD ma te tiro ki nga paraurehe o te tangata, e taatai ana me tetahi wahine. I whakaaro ahau ki ahau ake he aha ahau i titiro ai ki tera paraurehe? He takakau ahau? I whakaohooho ahau? Katahi ka puta te maaramatanga o te "pea takakau". I raru ahau, i raru hoki. Mena ka taea e tetahi te korero, ki te panui koe i tenei, ka mohio koe ka mohio koe ki te mahinga o nga mahi nanakia.
Me pehea taku hoki mai - I kohia e au he taunakitanga hei whakamahi kia kore ai ahau e takakau. Ka nui taku kohi .. Ka whakatau au he nui ake nga take hei whakapono tika atu kaore i te takakau (Ahakoa he mea nui kia mohio koe kaore rawa he huarahi hei whakatau mena he tika tetahi atu, kaore ranei i etahi atu. Ki te kore ka mohio taatau putaiao ka whanau mai te peepi mena he totika he takakau ranei. Ka riro i a koe te aha au ' m e kii ana?) Na i muri i taku kitenga i nga taunakitanga ka taea e au te mohio me te Whakarapu i te kaupapa "he whakaaro noa" he "mataku pohewa" kaore he mea nui. Ka mutu taku tiaki mena ka puta mai nga whakaaro kikii na te mea kaore he taumaha; he ngawari noa iho he whakaaro whakaeke noa. I mutu taku tirotiro me te mahi akiaki. Inaianei kua waatea au. Fuck taua shit.
Ka taea e koe te puta i tenei.
LINK - Kua whakahokia mai i te HOCD
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