Јас бев страда од депресија од мојата прва година на средно училиште. Згора на тоа, имав проблеми со несоница, висока социјална анксиозност и апатија.
Но околу 35 дена нешто почна да се менува:
1) Проблеми со спиењето исчезнаа
Јас всушност некако имам спротивен проблем сега, во основа можам да спијам каде било. Порано можев да ме разбуди најмала пукнатина на светлината од под вратата или капнување на кран, но сега можам да спијам низ Ракевите часовнички ангели со скоро полн волумен во автомобилот, ако сакам.
2) Чувствата се враќаат
Now this is an important one, as guys, I know that we can overlook this one a lot for reasons of trying to look “macho” (also fuck that word), but emotions part of the main reason we have words and logic. If we had no emotion than where is the logic and reasoning to not kill someone else besides your own self demise? If we don’t have the empathy towards human beings it becomes very hard to care about anyone but yourself.
Especially with women, I realize somehow how their brains work again. I believe the stereotype holds some truth to it, women do use emotions to validate their reasonings more than men do, but it doesn’t make them stupid for it. In fact, logically reasoning everything has it’s downfalls too especially in relationships with other people I have found out. People don’t want someone that is handing out facts at a party, they want someone that is playful, illogical (to an extent), and rowdy (also to an extent).
The last thing I want to note about emotion is синестезија. Synesthesia helps me learn; learning needs a relevant context to actually retain the information. What synesthesia does for me is give me that relevance. For example, if I wanted to learn a Chinese character like “梦” then it already going to be retain because it’s meaning and shape makes me taste and smell peaches, so I remember it as that character that tastes like peaches and sounds like sand paper. These associations have grown immensely stronger since starting NoFap, and it has given the world so much more meaning to me because of it.
3) I’m more happy and energetic
Види, со депресија, го имав ова нешто што продолжува со денови за мене што работи вака:
- Добар ден = Лош ден следниот
- Велики ден = Ужасен ден следниот
И не секогаш обратно.
Сега минатата недела се случи нешто неверојатно:
- Понеделник = Еден од најдобрите денови од мојот живот!
- Вторник = Еден од најдобрите денови од мојот живот!
- Среда = Еден од најдобрите денови од мојот живот!
Дури се обидов да си речам: „Следниот ден ќе биде ужасен“, но тоа не се случи до четврток, но не беше ни приближно лошо како порано. Последователни одлични денови никогаш се случи пред тоа. Немаше никаква причина да се чувствувам добро во тие денови. јас само чувствува како тоа, и тоа ме натера да сакам да направам нешто повеќе.
But there is one thing that I’m hoping will eventually die down: I get 2:30 feeling тешко. It always happens around 1:00. It is almost impossible for me to do anything that isn’t sleep around that time, but it doesn’t outweigh all the other perks to NoFap.
4) Онаа што сите ја чекавте: Девојки!
Почнав да го забележувам пред околу еден месец. Девојките ми даваат изглед, девојките ме допираат, девојките сакаат да зборуваат со мене, девојките зборуваат за мене, девојчињата ми даваат IOI каде и да одам. Некои од IOI би можеле да бидат самоуверени, но јас го поздравувам тоа! Преголемата самодоверба само ќе ми донесе поголема самодоверба, а со тоа и повеќе жени и луѓе општо ќе бидат заинтересирани за мене.
I always hear people say, “I always feel like I can say my past self was dumber than I am now”. I don’t believe in that, and women are one instance where it doesn’t apply for me. The fact of the matter is in middle school and freshmen year of high school, I was a Даг. I used to be the guy that every girl asked out at least twice, the guy that girls want to cheat with (of course I don’t believe that doing so is right, but it did happen and almost happen another time), the guy that flirted with almost every girl. I remember I had a friend, Kevin, that was bad I getting women back then, and he asked me for help. I gave him my tips and then he became that same guy pretty quickly, but then, I lost it, and it just so happen to be the same time that I starting getting into some harder stuff. Tables turned, he was the great chick-magnet, and I was the frustrated chump. Now, I’m starting to get it back, but that is with the help of Seddit and other readings from the seduction community. Seriously, everyone, Seddit and NoFap go hand in hand (or hand in no hand), especially if you happen to have a penis. Even if your a “natural”, pick-up material will make you realize what you’re doing right a make it conscious or, like me, make you realize what you беа doing right.
I have been telling myself that after 90 days, I would try to fap again, but it’s too much of a risk. My life, my живот, and again, my ЖИВОТОТ is coming back. I’m starting to feel Целиот. Some people say that you need to take things in moderation in your life, not just throw them completely out of the question. But how about things like cyanide? Do I want to take cyanide in moderation? No, that would kill me. Same thing would happen to me spiritually and mentally if I masturbate or look at porn.
The hardest part is making the horniness comfortable.
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by David_Coron
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