Age 15 – Never going back to my porn habits

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I’m a 15 year old male, and nofap taught me a few things.

  1. Porn addiction is my real enemy and problem, so I should stay away from it at all costs.
  2. I can act like myself in any situation, and do what I want in any situation. It feels good, and others can see that.
  3. I only could ever start doing no.2 with nofap, but I personally don’t need it to continue doing it.
  4. I’m never going back to my habits of once per day, ever, ever.
  5. Moderation is key when it comes to faping. Not to much, but not never. Once every week should do it. Just enough to give you peace of mind, but just enough sexual energy to keep life entertaining. Of course, This would take lots of will power so you don’t fall back.
  6. Eventually I should go to once per moth.
  7. I got to know myself better.
  8. Nofap made me more energized, and made me do things that are not really in my nature. It showed the world a version of me that wasn’t the complete truth. I know that nofap is supposed to reveal your true self, but my true self is not a horny, jumpy teenager, it’s a calmer more mellow dude, who just goes with the flow of life. This doesn’t mean that I don’t socialize, don’t get me wrong. I talk to everyone, just not with the intent of fucking them in the back of my head(if it’s a girl).
  9. Showed me that I am a little bit like number 8. It is confusing, I know, but hear me out. I became more brave in a sense. That energy showed me that I am the alpha, no matter if I’m on nofap or not. It showed me that I’m not some weak minded pussy, but a man, who takes what he desires, and speaks his mind. It awoke that part of me, and I’m glad it did. Again, I know it’s confusing, but I can’t really describe my own personality.
  10. I am different now. I look at the world differently. I act somewhat differently. I have been changed permanently,in a good way. I’m more aware of myself, and I like myself now, just the way I am. Doesn’t mean that I don’t try to improve. I’ll never stop trying to improve.

All of that said, why I’m going. You are an amazing community, very supportive, but this is not what I personally need. Not for the time being, and hopefully, not ever. This journey has showed me that I need to quit porn and move on with my life. Much love to everyone, hopefully you find your demon and find a way to deal with it.

LINK – Bye guys

By BiggieXD