Hey all, congrats to all the fapstronauts in keeping their hands away from their pants, its freaking hard!!. I have finally reached that day where i can proudly say that i have abstained for a full 100 days of no pmo. The journey was beautiful but i am still at the beginning of this route and I have a long way to go, but the fact that i am in the right direction, just keeps me motivated.
Here are some changes that have happened in my life:
- Motivation : this is huge, I readily want to do task that is assigned to me, earlier I was the dude who used to do things in the last minute.
- Happier : I find happiness in all the smallest things in life, like for eg. my dinner for the night, or the people who I am gonna meet, just a lot of excitement.
- Willpower : this come with practice, fighting the urges were difficult at first, with time I was able to master it. This willpower gives me the courage to tackle all the hurdles in life.
- Love : I was a zombie, literally, i had no feelings, my grandparents died and I didn’t spend a tear, even though i was close. Now i find the goodness in people and spending times with time is worthwhile.
- Patience : I was a hyper active dog, before i started this journey, when I was assigned a task, i would just finish it off, not caring about its perfection. With no fap, I have become more calm and i assign adequate amount of time to everything I do.
- No porn : porn was the tool which would help me to cope up with all the crap in life, without it i was able to deal with my problems. life was not as fucked up as I thought it was, it was all in my head. stupid pmo addiction.
No fap helped me grow up as a person, helped me take up responsibilities and finally revealed the person i could be. I love being alive, life makes more sense. my journey has just started and I shall reach my potential.
Thank you no fap community, you were the support, without whom this day would have just been a dream. !Good luck !cheers 🙂
life is better – 100 days report
by sux2balone
ORIGINAL POST
hey, well this is my first post, probably of the many post that are yet to come. my story, the usual, got addicted to masturbation and heavy porn use and before i could realize it, i suffered my E.D, broke up with my g.f, lost my friends, lost my confidence and the zest for life as such, it just seemed really boring. All i did since onset of fapping was to sit in a corner and think hard where i went wrong in life, why i feel so fucking rejected. Yeah, it sucks and you know life without happiness is not worth living. so hence the no fap adaption in my life, to experience, what i thought was lost in my life. where am right now in my streak ? i have done 84 days of not fapping or watch porn or have any sexual thought of that matter. During this period i have had severe flatline symptoms, depression, apathy, lack of energy, dead dick..well every thing…i was a heavy porn addict. There are days where i do get bouts of energy, but for most days i have to just keep pushing my self, to get any work done. i know this post is about flatline, and my description is so little about it, well i made this post to tell you about my experience with flatline, when it subsides and how i shall mitigate its effects and with time i hope i could contribute to some of you guys to overcome this phase during recovery.
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