I’m a 22 year old virgin and started my journey because of PIED in a very bad state…I couldn’t even get it up to porn anymore, it was literally dead.
I started watching porn at the age of 10-12…not sure about it and from then I was watching it every single day and fapped 1-2 times per day. I watched literally everything, from gangbang to double penetration, rape, hentai, tentacle stuff and so on.
At the age of 17 I had first signs of PIED, but I thought it was because of me getting a skateboard pretty hard between my legs and I never went to see a doctor. But in the course of years it got worse and worse and finally with 22 I went to an urogolist and he told me it was all in my mind, my little friend was still ok.
So I searched on the internet if other people had the same problem and I found lots of articles about porn addiction and it was like reading my own story…Finally I found sites like “yourbrainonporn” and this really gave me courage….then I ended up on NoFap and stopped to watch porn for a whole month and reduced fapping to 1-2 times a week, which was already pretty hard to do and at the beginning it was like a cold turkey.
Sometimes I was shivering and I felt really crappy, but I could feel the changes. After a while I got my first morning wood. My little friend wasn’t really hard, but it built a lot of confidence. So I went to hard mode after this month and quit masturbating completely and I think that was the best decision in my whole fucked up life…There were a lot of ups and downs…and one day I had a 90-95% hard erection in the morning, so I could finally see the little guy is still alive, he was just badly injured and needed time to heal, so he concealed himself o_O
This gave me even more courage and I lost my social anxiety partially and did more sports 🙂 Flatlining is sometimes a bit discouraging and wet pants in the morning are annoying. I’m young, so I will probably need more time than others. 90 days wasn’t enough for me and I still have a long way to go, but I can tell you one thing: It’s definitely worth it! Keep going, bros ;D
LINK – 124 days without porn, 90 days hard mode and still not done…
by Skaterfist
UPDATE –
Just had the biggest boner of my whole fucked up life (like 110%). When I started this journey I couldn’t even get it up to the weirdest porn shit…and now my little weener became a statue made of steel. NoFap is soooooooooo worth it. Don’t give up guys 🙂
;
