I am 23 year old male, I have been masturbating to porn since I was 12, 13 years old. Meanwhile, I suffered from social anxiety, obsessional compulsive disorder and used alcohol and pot to feel relaxed and calm my mind.
I never had a girlfriend and two times I tried sleeping with girls I couldn’t get it up because of my mind telling me things.
I was desperate, and I didn’t know what to do. I stopped masturbating and watching porn on 6/4/2014 as a last resort. The change has been extraordinary. I honestly feel like I am living new life. My OCD is gone, my anxiety is gone and I am on the verge of having a girlfriend. I also have so much energy that I am playing sport or exercising every second day.
In combination with meditation I calmed my mind and my concentration is better than ever. I stopped drinking because my confidence is sky high and I feel like I can talk to any girl nowadays. I don’t know what to say anymore. I tried telling my friends to stop who are also avid porn users but they just don’t want to listen. Its a shame. I just want to say to keep fighting cause its worth it.
I salute you, NoFapers.
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