I can´t believe how I feel today …I compare my feelings to may 2013 and 2012. I was a fat shy adult who had social anxiety and couldn´t stand eye contact to dogs or children ….a really dark time in my life.
And looking back all the earlier years there was much more pain…
One year before I found nofap through pua-pages which I’m not a part of it anymore ….i made it to 35 days….and I couldn´t have believed it…I felt like I´m 17 again…and I´ll turn 30 in some days….since then I knew that nofap was the pill which I was searching for all the time since the movie No Limits (b.cooper) …many things changed I finished things that I wanted to finish 10 years before… I broke up with my ex-girlfriend…cause it was a relationship which was based on s`x…no love no feelings…waste of time…only consuming
I´m now on day 24 and want to make it to the end of my life..I´ll never ever do fap …never ever….or watch those lost and scary souls …..I lost a lot of friends during the nofap journey because my testosterone levels made an animal out of me …I did many risky things and lost it all…but I was always lonely almost with those people who were so called friends..so it´s not that hard without them……today I met a girl from earlier days …she acted nice to me ..I called her today but she didn´t answered…..and I´m excited how calm I´m…because I´m not addicted to her or any other girl anymore …I´m more focused on nutrition and sports…and career…repairing the foundation of life….. there is one friend in my life which I knew since childhood and who I found since nofap again…it´s mystic how life separates…..he´s motivating me to do sports every day…thats what nofap brought to me….I lost 18 kg´s man…I can´t believe it….from 100 kg – to 82 that´s just crazy….my voice was today so deep I never had such deep voice as today…I feel like a smooth lion .I quit eating meat and milk products I´m raw vegan..and I´m shining…I know now if I never did it in my life I would have become the superstar I was chosen from god to be…but I wasted all my talents with fapping around and addiction to something that last some seconds..that´s the answer of all questions I had to god..I wanted always to ask him why he never let me live my great talents..that´s why……if you are young listen to this …quit it and don´t go never ever back…trust me you´ll become great….the greatest version of all times…. …there is a reason why ali was the g.o.a.t. …one of the most revolutionary nofapstronauts
thx for motivating me and keep strong!