It is funny how one’s life can change by changing one simple thing. Last year, on the 18th of November i decided to give NoFap another try. I had failed many many times before.
I am 31 years old and live in northern Europe. I used to be married to an American woman, but just as so many other things in life, PMO contributed to the finality that was divorce.
School, Jobs, Friends, Wife and loved ones, flushed down the drain like the napkins I fapped into. Why didn’t i wake up and see what things i was about to destroy? I didn’t because it was so much easier to climax and feel good… at least for a few minutes. I had no issues spending my days in my room, curtains pulled surfing for porn.
Now I am looking back to 18th November 2013. Wow, what a difference. I have started in school again, I have an “A” average and found a woman who share my time with. I was able to say the things I always wanted to say to my mother and made peace with myself. She was a great woman, and I loved her so much. Unfortunately she passed away in September. Yet, i am still standing. I have made my peace and I have my goals in sight.
What is it I’m trying to say here? I’m not sure, mostly just reflecting back over the last year….
Stay strong fellow Fapstronauts! Life gets a whole lot better when you free yourself from the chains that bind you.