To cut a long story short…. I have been off the porn for 20 months now. It has been an incredible journey of self discovery. When I signed up here I was watching porn on a daily basis and MO 2-3 sometimes 4 times a day. I got myself clean, into a new relationship (which has now ended). I’m still off the porn and have the occasional healthy MO.
It feels i have my desires under control now. I no longer mask my problems. As a direct result of cleaning my life up it has led me down a very painful but eye opening road and the path to how I should be living my life.
I’ve been in therapy since November to help me improve my life and through that I have found out and have been diagnosed as having Autism Spectrum Disorder. I am 47 years old. Struggled all my life with people, communications, relationships and In the big scheme of things I can see now how I used PMO for 32 years to self-medicate away my autistic problems.
I’m now closing this chapter of my life and I want to live as peaceful, honourable and positive as I can with the lifelong issues that I have.
I’m clean, I’m autistic and I’m proud to be amongst brothers and sisters who want to better their own life.
I hope you find inspiration in my story. My longest streak was 299 Days.