Porn has poisoned my mind. I’ve been attempting on and off for the past 2 years. Initially my journey began due to Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. I was in the process of losing my virginity and little Richard didn’t wanna play long tall sally.
It was de-moralising but I discovered yourbrainonporn.com and subsequently also discovered this Subreddit (I was a frequent reddit user prior to this and discovering there was a sub dedicated to the struggle made me feel like I belonged to something)
I gave up the fap and was able to beat the drum eventually. It was great. there is nothing like orgasming due to pussy fucking. I highly recommend it.
I became complacent, that relationship ended, I thought to myself meh fuck it i’m cured i’ll go back to Porn until I find pussy again. BIG mistake. I binged. I realised after a while that I was addicted.
Eventually I found some pussy at a club, we hooked up, and lo and behold. The ED was back. I gave up. I became depressed. I started consuming copious amounts of Marijuana. I stopped taking care of myself. I put on weight.
One day I woke up from a weed coma, and I looked at myself in the mirror. The image I saw staring back sickened me. I hated myself.
I eventually met a girl, and she’s awesome. I wanted to please this girl. I wanted to please myself, but I didn’t want to fap. So I stopped again.
My Figures at work got better. I started Yoga. People told me I lost weight. My abs were starting to show again. the pent up sexual energy I had was working wonders for me.
I had sex the other day. It was fucking amazing. I fucked 7 times in one night. There wasn’t any jizz left to shoot out by the end. droplets. But even still, the ED is not completely gone. Its still there very slightly but through enough stimulation it dissappears.
Everyone takes on this journey for their own reasons. My reason is because I want to be able to enjoy sex without this looming feeling hanging above me that I may not be able to get my dick hard. Porn poisons the mind.
Let us be free of this problem from our lives comrades.
41 days. Got laid. ED almost gone. Here’s the story….
by shayan2703
UPDATE – 109 DAYS
I had sex 7 times last night. My ED is pretty much all gone.
If anyone is struggling with Erectile Dysfunction let me say it here that if you abstain from PMO for a long enough time you WILL be able to enjoy the pleasures of sex.
It’s all in the reboot and the rewiring. Some people choose to do it alone. Some people do it with a partner.
I began on hard mode. And 3 weeks into the journey I gained a partner. Once I gained my partner I had a bigger reason to continue with the journey. I wanted to Penetrate her with a diamond hard cock. None of that half flaccid shit.
See my whole reason for this journey is because my first sexual experience was terrible. I couldn’t get it up. 7 years of PMO had fucked my brain up and it wasn’t sending the right signals to my cock when shit got real.
If you look at my post history you will see ive submitted loads of other posts but this is a message to anyone out there struggling with PORN INDUCED ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION. Understand that you can change your brain.
So stay committed.
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