by prelude319 days
This was me 19 days ago. And so my journey begins.
After that day, I began my NoFap journey. There were a few days where I had thoughts on relapsing but I was so focused on treating my porn induced erectile function that I would channel the energy from those urges towards working out, getting more office work done, going out with friends, cooking, anything really.
Last night, I had the same girl over I had in my original post. I hadn’t seen her since then because I knew where things would go if I did and I wanted to give my body more time to reboot. Over the last few days, I had noticed my morning and spontaneous erections starting to come back. So I decided I would try again. Now I knew that 18 days really isn’t close to the 90 that people recommend so I wasn’t expecting much. In fact, I wanted to have an excuse in case I wasn’t able to get a full erection yet again so we smoked a joint with me ready to use the line “I can’t when I’m high”.
Things progressed to the bedroom. I was more turned on than I’ve ever been. My penis was so sensitive that I felt every rub on her body. Got a full erection. Penetrated, no problem. Had sex. Had my first orgasm inside a woman. Finally! It felt amazing! Better than any orgasm from masturbation. Moreover, it felt so real. And that amazing feeling didn’t disappear with the end of the orgasm as it did with masturbating. I felt on top of the world!
I really feel like a new man today. For the first time in my life, I was able to have sex to completion. I couldn’t have done it without NoFap. This community is awesome; it lets people know that there are others that are going through the same thing, and reading about the success stories is a big motivation to strive forward. Here’s my success story, and so to all the fapstronauts out there, keep on trucking! There is a light at the end of the tunnel and it’s a sweet one!
To those that have been through the same, were you able to establish a healthy relationship with porn after going through a period of no fap? If yes, when and how did you do it?
TL;DR: Took 18 days of no fap to cure my porn induced erectile dysfunction and now I feel on top of the world!