Hello /r/pornfree. I’ll start off by giving you guys a description of my problem. I met this new girl about a month ago, and we decide to go on a date after some time of texting etc. That same evening, she asks me if I want to sleep over, and I say yes.
We watch a couple of movies, and it gets really late. I then pull my self together, and reach out to kiss her. One thing leads to another, and we’re both naked very soon after. (This is my first time) and when I try to put the condom on, I start losing the erection. That same evening we try around 3-4 times, without luck. Needless to say, she is very dissapointed, and I’m just laying in her bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering how hard I would punch myself in the balls as punishment after.
The next week or so, we decide to meet again, and just go to her house to watch some movies or something. And as you may have guessed, the exact same story again. This time she took it even worse than the first time, and I’m fucking crushed. I felt so empty inside at this time. During the night, I even tell her that if she wants me to leave, I’d do so immediately. She then takes my hand, and tells me “Of course I don’t want you to leave”.
After that day, I go to the doctor, to find out what the hell is wrong with me. He tells me without even examining me, that everything physical is how it should be due to my athletic shape (been lifting for 4 years), and that he thinks it’s my head making some sort of blockage due to performance anxiety etc.
I find /NoFap, and at this time I’m desperate. I’m starting to get mildly depressed and feel like I’m running out of options. After about 11-12 days of NoFap, she comes to my place. And the day before, I requested some viagra off one of my friends (illegaly, since it’s prescription medicine here), it cost me about 50 euros. After 20 about minutes of making out, where I’m still not hard, I tell her about the pills. She begs me to take one, so I do. We lie in my bed, next to each other, waiting for the effects. But nothing happens. We both fall asleep, and sleep for about an hour. We both wake up at about the same time, and I’m still not hard. We end up kissing, and then it happens. Everything works suddenly, and I have sex my first time (without condom, I didn’t want to risk losing the erection). She’s happy, I’m happy. And I’m convinced it was natural, since the pills didn’t do shit.
That day is about 2 weeks ago now, and we’ve seen each other twice since then. I just came home from her place, after having sex about 5 times a day. WITHOUT pills. I do still however, have problems maintaining an erection, when I have to put on a condom, but she’s on the pill now, so that shouldn’t be a problem. I feel like I can literally command my dick to rise when I want it to now! My relationship is happier than ever before.
Hope this can be an inspiration to you guys, as an example of a fast recovery.