This has been the hardest 100 days of my life. I went through the toughest break up I have ever experienced. Multiple flatlines and depression. Regret, sadness. Everything. I kept going because I knew I was getting better.
I was addicted to porn and masturbation and it ruined my relationship. I was dumped and replaced. That didn’t stop me or discourage me. It gave me fuel to get better.
I have completed 100 days of hard mode, and I feel better than ever. The urge to watch porn or masturbate is gone. I don’t think about sex every two seconds. I don’t objectify women. I am a stronger man, I can be social, and I am no longer shy.
I have a lot of work to do still before I am fully healed and happy with myself. This is only the beginning.