Over 150 days and counting. Have had healthy relationship with my wife. No more PIED.
I still am working on my confidence and have a ways to go in that department. It can certainly done people.
EARLIER POST – Journal day 33
To provide a little background viewed p off and on occasionally most of my adult life. Probably started out only once every 3 months or so. Started using more regularly about 3 years ago. Over the past 9-12 months got heavily into it. Around that time started having PIED issues here and there. Over the past five months it got worse. My wife thought I was cheating on her. So October tenth I came clean with her and told her. Have been porn free for a month. Trying to reboot. It has almost cost me my marriage and family. She has come around and agreed to stay with me if I quit and get better. Have started running and exercising. I am starting to rewire with her and am regaining feelings and am getting occasional erections again. I’m not where I need to be but am getting there. Feeling optimistic about things. I am not currently having any issues with wanting to watch p at this point but am still concerned about getting back in the swing of things with my wife.