Well, I made it through 2017. It took me three years to get to a clean year, but I did it. .
Oddly enough, I do not feel cured. I am fairly certain I will fall off the wagon again. When I do, I will pick myself off and start again.
I have also lost some weight this year. I suspect willpower is the key to both.
I appreciate all the support I have gotten from the community here. Keep up the fight!
LINK – 365 Days
Oh, I am an Old Man. With my blood pressure and so on, I have been impotent for years. That is never coming back. As to still feeling addicted, I find this to be very, very interesting. .
If I am having trouble with silly ol’ porn, I can better understand my Dad’s struggle with alcoholism. Now I feel empathy for people with “real” addictions. .
I do feel more in control of my life. I am happy to be the master of my ship so to say.