Ndakafunga kuti ndichagovera nyaya yerwendo rwangu rweNoFap newe. Ini zvino ndakagara pamazuva 365 uye ndinofara kuti ndasvika padanho iri. Ndasanganisirawo mamwe matipi ekutora iwewo iwe, muverengi.
Chaizvo gore 1 rapfuura, ndakanga ndiri rimwe zuva kubva pabvunzo yangu yeMCAT. Iyi bvunzo yakakosha pakunyorera chikoro chekurapa. Ndakanga ndichangotangazve musi wa17, uye muedzo wangu waiva musi wa19. Ndainge ndonzwa kurwadziwa. Dejected. Aka kakanga kasiri nguva yangu yekutanga kunyora bvunzo. Yaiva yechi3 yangu. Ndakanga ndanyorera kuchikoro chekurapa makore maviri apfuura uye handina kugamuchirwa chero kupi zvako. Zvichida uyu waive mukana wangu wekupedzisira kuita zvakanaka pabvunzo iyi. Kana ndikasaita zvakanaka, ndaifanira kusiya zviroto zvangu zvekuva chiremba. Kungodzokorora kwakawedzera kutya kwangu uye kwakaitawo kuti ndinzwe ndine mhosva nokuda kwokurasa pfungwa dzangu.
Ndakafonera shamwari yangu yepamwoyo, Cameron, tikataura nezvebvunzo yaizouya. Ndakamuudza kuti ndainzwa sei kupenga kwandanga ndaitazve nezuro wacho. Ndakanzwa sekunge ndiri kutambisa simba rangu paPMO pandakanga ndichidzidza uye ndichitarisisa bvunzo huru yehupenyu hwangu yandanga ndoda kutora.
Zano #1: Taura neshamwari dzako dzepedyo nezverwendo rwako rweNoFap. Kunyangwe vakasaita NoFap, kunyangwe ivo vasinganzwisise kuti sei iwe ungade kuzviita, zvichakubatsira iwe kuramba wakazvipira kuve murume kana mukadzi weshoko rako.
Cameron haana kunzwisisa kuti nei ndaida kuita NoFap, asi akandirumbidza nekuda kwekuedza kwangu. Takaseka kuti rwendo urwu rwakapenga uye zvakaita kuti ndinzwe zviri nani kungotaura nemumwe munhu nezvazvo.
Mangwana acho, ndakapinda bvunzo yangu ndikaipwanya, ndikahwina pamusoro pe96th percentile.
Ndakasvika kumba, ndikafunga kupemberera kupedza bvunzo nekudzokorodza. Ndakatopisa video. Asi pakati…Ndakaona kuti uhu upenzi. Pane zvinhu zvakawanda zviri nani zvandingave ndichiita. Muchirimo chehudiki hwangu, sei ndiri kutarisa mapikseli anofamba nepahwindo ini ndinogona kunge ndichienda kunze kwenyika uye ndichibhabhadzira nyama yayo nemaoko angu?
Ndakafunga zvaikosha kwandiri. Icho chiri: Kuve chiremba akanaka. Kurera mhuri. Kuve ane rudo (uye anonakidza!) Baba nemurume. Ndakafunga kuzadza nguva yandingadai ndakashandisa PMO'ing nekutsvaga, nekuvandudza, zvechinyakare zvekuzvivaraidza. Ndakaita nani pabasketball. Ndakavandudza kuridza kwangu gitare, ndichidzidza nziyo itsva dzeBossa Nova.
Zano #2: Rangarira zvakakosha kwauri. Muono upi wauri kutevera. Zviite! Kuregererei?!
Chinhu chinotevera chandinoziva, ndave nevhiki mukati uye ndinotanga kunyatsonzwa zvishuwo. Vakanga vakaoma. Panguva iyoyo, ndakanga ndisingazivi kana ndaida kuenda gore rose NoFap. Ndakafunga kuti, “Pamwe kamwe chete pasvondo uye zvinhu zvichanaka!” Apa ndipo pandakawana NoFap. Ndinofanirawo kutenda katsi yangu, inofarira kutonhorera muimba yangu. Ko ndaigoita bonyora pamberi pekatsi yangu? Pamwe anofunga kuti ndakapusa.
Kujoinha nharaunda yeNoFap yaive shanduko yehupenyu. Ndakanyahwaira, ndikavandira, ndikavandira gore rose. Ndaifarira kuverenga nyaya dzako dzekubudirira, uye ndakanzwa kurwadziwa kweavo vakadzokera kumashure. Iyo yekukurudzira makotesheni nemifananidzo zvakandikurudzira. Ndainzwa chimwe chinhu chichitenderera mukati mangu. Nharaunda iyi izere nevarume nevakadzi vane pfungwa dzakafanana avo vese vanoda kuzvivandudza kuti vararame hupenyu hwakanakisa hwavanokwanisa. Isu takabatana kurwisa muvengi wakafanana wedu pachedu, uye zvishuwo zvedu zvinoshuvira. Mumwe nemumwe ari kurwa hondo yake, asi isu taibatsirana nazvo.
Zano #3: Join nharaunda! Verenga nezvenyaya dzevezera rako!
Panzvimbo pekuvhura tebhu nyowani yeincognito uye kuenda kwauri-kuziva-kupi, ndaivhura ndoenda / r / nofap. Nenguva isipi zvakabva zvaita zvekukakama kuenda / r / nofap kana ndikawana zvishuwo.
Side-note:
Iye zvino ndinoziva kuti mose munoda kutaura nezve "superpowers" uye kukwezva vakadzi uye chii. Chii chakaitika kwandiri pachangu?
Ndinofunga NoFap inoita kuti unzwe nzara. Icho chinhu chakanaka. Iwe une simba rakawanda rekuenda nekutevera zvinhu zvaunoda, kungave kugwinya kana vakadzi. Ndinopfura pfuti. Ndakambomira kunyara kufunga kuti ndokumbira musikana here number dzake dzefoni.
Ndakadzidza kuti…
Zano Rokupedzisira: Kuzvidemba kwakaipisisa kupfuura kurambwa. Kuzvidemba kwakaipisisa kupfuura kukundikana! Pfura pfuti yako!
Ndiri kufara kuenda kuchikoro chekurapa Kudonha uku uye kufamba nzira yezviroto zvangu kuti ndive chiremba.
Ndinokushuvirai mose zvakanaka munharaunda ino. Unogona kuzviita.
LINK - 365 mazuva eNoFap Gare gare… Yakagamuchirwa muChikoro chekurapa!
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