Ilọsiwaju nla ninu igbesi aye mi, ṣugbọn….

Hello champs! tl;dr: I trying nofap (almost 1 year clear) but suddenly fail, Want to inform this is very strong addiction.

Forgive my English, but I’m still learning. Self diagnosed that I’m addicted to pr0n and fap a lot. I decided to fight with it. After done a lot of research via reddit, yourbrainon…, other sites. Spends a lot of time to analyze tips I started my journey. It was very hard, my firsts attempts like watching pr0n without fapping, but very often fail. September last year I decide to definitely stop it, I was strong motivated, I believed that was a big improvement in my life. What I decided?

  • No pr0n
  • Ko si fap
  • Not using NoFap community – when you fighting and visiting this pages, somewhere in background you still refreshing your brain addicted path

Am I blocking access to pr0n? No, I’m fighting for myself.

Ohun gbogbo ti dara! Awọn anfani? Ni gbogbogbo Mo jẹ eniyan ti o ni agbara, ni itara lati darapọ ati lati kọ awọn nkan titun, ṣugbọn ni afikun Mo gba agbara pupọ. Mo bẹrẹ si ilọsiwaju ara ẹni; ṣiṣẹ jade, dagbasoke ẹda, ṣe awari awọn ọgbọn awujọ, dinku isọdọtun, ṣiṣe ọpọlọpọ awọn nkan! Ọkàn mi ṣe kedere, Mo le rọrun si idojukọ, nigbamiran ni iriri ipo iṣan. Diẹ ninu awọn ọjọ Mo le joko ni gbogbo ọjọ ati kika awọn nkan ilọsiwaju ara ẹni, ọjọ miiran ji ni kutukutu lati ma ṣe egbin ọjọ ati gbiyanju awọn iṣẹ pupọ. Ija oṣu mẹwa 10 mi pe.

Suddenly last month I failed (browsing reddit, few clicks, nsfw sub and you know whats later 🙁 ). I think OK, after a very long time, it can’t be harmful, this was my self excuse. Week later the same story, few days later again… so the tendency is very dangerous. Why I failed? Maybe because I have more free time than usually, maybe my addiction is too strong and I downplayed it (break my rule). I am very afraid of it, so today I decided to fight again! I’ve gained a new portion of motivation, now I’m richer experienced. I know that’s my journey is very long, but I am very excited to go. Why I am writing this? Because this is very strong addiction, don’t be too hard to yourself, but always be honest with yourself, be aware of addiction and stay positive!

ỌNA ASOPỌ - After long time crisis

by Helthie