NgoJuni odlule ngayeka ukukhula, ngenhloso yokubuyisela i-peen enkazimulweni yayo elahlekile isikhathi eside, nokuyeka ukuzizwa ngiphelele ngokuphelele. Lokhu kwenzelwa bonke abantu abasabhekene nomzabalazo, ukuze bafunde ngomgwaqo omude wokululama.
Isihloko esiyinhloko endabeni yami ubuhlobo bami nentombazane ehlala kude, ngakho-ke singahlangana kuphela kanye nezinyanga ezimbalwa. Uyazi ngemikhuba yami endala nokuphikisana kwamanje, futhi sekusekela njalo.
Sekuyophela unyaka manje. Bekufanele ngidlule ezigabeni ezahlukahlukene. Yize ngemuva kwenyanga nesigamu (ehlobo eledlule) ngithole ama-erections ami aqinile, futhi enokwethenjelwa emuva futhi ama-orgasms ami ayesephumile, kwakusamele ngisebenzise imibono yami yakudala ezikhathini zokugcina ngaphambi komvuthwandaba. Kungani? Angazi. Mhlawumbe ngenxa yokwesaba ukulahlekelwa yi-boner. Mhlawumbe ngoba imikhuba yakudala ifa kanzima.
Shesha ubusika obudlule. Ngiyambona futhi. Ngikwazile ukungena ngaphakathi kuye, kepha kanye kuphela (angakwazanga ukwenza lokho ehlobo eledlule njengoba ebengekho kwi-BC futhi amakhondomu avele angasebenzi). Ezikhathini ezingemuva kwalokho, isitho sangasese sowesifazane sizizwe sikhululeke kakhulu, singakhuthazi kakhulu. Mhlawumbe bekungekhona ngisho nokuzwa ngokomzimba kepha iqiniso lokuthi bekungekho ukonakala okuhilelekile. Lokho kuzongenza ngibe nengcindezi nengcindezi eyengeziwe futhi kungenze ngibe mancane amathuba okuba ngibe khona. Umuzwa ophikisanayo waqhubeka ngemuva kwengqondo yami. Ngabe angisoze ngakwazi ukuyeka ukuba ngumkhohlisi? Ingabe ubuchopho bami babonakele unomphela?
Njalo ngezikhathi ezithile, ngangilala phansi futhi ngiphinde ngicabange ngemicabango yami yezocansi. Ngikwazi ukumelana nokukhula, kepha hhayi imicabango. Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, lezo ziye zancipha kakhulu. Isibani esikhanyayo ekugcineni komhubhe. Mhlawumbe ukuhlanekezela kuzokwazi ukuhamba, ngemuva kwakho konke.
Izinyanga ezingu-2 ezedlule. Wambona futhi. Ngokokuqala ngqa, ngazizwa sengathi ubulili bethu buphathelene nokwenza uthando, hhayi nje ngokobulili. Umzwelo omangalisayo ezingeni elihlukile ngokuphelele. Kungabe lokhu kusho ukuthi ingqondo yami yayilashwa? Ingabe ngiba umuntu ohloniphekile, ovamile manje?
Emasontweni amabili edlule. Kufike ngaphakathi izikhathi eziningi. Amaphupho angcolile asehambile manje. I-2% yesikhathi engicabanga ngaso ngaye ngendlela ebizoshiya endala ingicike ngokuphelele futhi ngichofoze ngokufutheka ukuthola okusha. Ukuxaka kungena engqondweni yami njalo, kepha kuzwakala sengathi izinsalela ze-oda lakudala, zinenkani kakhulu ukuthi zingadedelwa.
Noma nini lapho ngicabanga izinto ezingcolile zeminyaka edlule, ayingivuleli ngempela. Kungaphezulu kombono wokuhlaziya. Kwafika kanjani kuze kube manje? Kungani i-porn yaseJapan yayike yaba yinto esemqoka empilweni yami yezocansi? Kungani ngibuyele ezindlini zangasese ezindizeni ukuze ngidluthele ngolaka ku-literotica? Ngabe ukuhlanekezelwa okubangelwa i-intanethi kungenye nje inkomba yokuhlukaniswa esibhekene nakho ezimpilweni zethu zomhlaba wokuqala? Liyini iphuzu lalobu buchwepheshe uma lungeke lusenze sijabule ngokwengeziwe?
Singachitha amahora sixoxa ngale mibuzo. Engifuna ukukubonisa kona, nokho, ukuthi kukhona indlela yokuphuma. Hhayi nje kusuka kuma-erections athambile kunoshizi omanzi, kepha kusuka ejele lengqondo lamaphupho ezocansi awohlokayo. Akulula nje, futhi kuthatha isikhathi. Ngangicabanga ukuthi ukungafaki nokubuka izithombe zobulili ezingcolile kwakuyingxenye enzima. Kuvele ukuthi, bekuyingxenye elula kunazo zonke ngoba konke obekuthatha bekungakwenzi izandla zami zenze izinto ezithile. Kunzima ukumisa imicabango nemizwa.
LINK - Cishe unyaka owodwa, ukuthuthuka kwami.
by DrKarupin
OKUTHUNYELWE PHAMBILI -
Esihlokweni sami sangaphambilini sokumaka cishe izinyanga ze-3 zeNoFap, ngangena ezizathwini zami zokuqala nokuthi zabuthinta kanjani ubuhlobo bami ngendlela enhle. Indaba emfushane: i-wang yami yayingeyona yonke into lapho nganginomngane wami we-grilfriend ngemuva kokuxosha izikhathi ezingu-1-3 ngosuku ngezithombe ezingcolile zobulili (ngicabanga ukuthi kuzoba lula kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nezinto intsha ekhula nazo manje? ) iminyaka, ingabe iNoFap, futhi izinto zaba ngcono kakhulu.
Ufike amasonto ambalwa ngesikhathi sekhefu. Sekuphele izinyanga ezine ngivalelisile kuye ezinsukwini zokugcina zehlobo. Angisakhathazeki nge-wang, isinamandla futhi ihlala kanzima isikhathi eside. Noma kunjalo, ezinye izingqinamba enginazo:
Ukuza ngenkathi ngiku-P: Ngingene ngaphakathi kuye okokuqala lapho sikwenza (usemaphilisi okulawula inzalo manje, ngaphambi kokuba sizame ukusebenzisa amakhondomu amahlandla ambalwa kepha bekungamnandanga kakhulu, imvelo izizwa ingcono kakhulu manje), kepha kusukela kubo ngize kuphela ngosizo oluthile lwezandla zakhe. Isimo esifanayo nama-BJs. I-Pussy / BJ fucking izwa kamnandi, kepha ayinikeli ngempela ukukhuthazeka okwanele okuzayo. Kwesinye isikhathi bekufanele ngiphendukele ekuvaleni amehlo nasekucabangeni, yize okungenani imicabango ingekhohlakele njengangezinsuku ze-YesFap.
Kuhlobene nephuzu lokugcina, ukukhathazeka okumbalwa: Nginesibindi sonke isikhathi lapho nginaye. Ngakho-ke nginesibindi sokuthi angizizwa sengathi ngingavele ngilale phansi bese ngiphola. Udokotela wami umemeza nje ngaphakathi kwekhanda lami ukungena ngaphakathi esithweni sakhe sangasese, noma ngingazizwa kahle kangako. Kuyacasula kinda ngoba asikho isidingo sokubamba ngaso sonke isikhathi, ikakhulukazi uma ngize izolo ebusuku noma isigamu sehora eledlule. Angikuthandi nokuhlala ngikhala ngaso sonke isikhathi, kuzwakala kukuhle ukuba ne-hardon bese ngiyiphulula ngobumnene, noma ukumane ngipunze ndawonye ngibeke udokotela wami phezulu ku-buttcrack yakhe. Kepha kufana nokuthi iqhude lami lilokhu limemeza ezindlebeni zami ukuthi kufanele liqubule futhi lize. Kunomsindo omkhulu wengqondo, uma umsindo uzwakala ngathi “FUCKFUCKSEXSEXPUSSYPUSSY”. Kuyacindezela. Nginomuzwa wokuthi udokotela wami akafuni ngisho nokuya ocansini ngempela - ufuna nje ukuza kaninginingi (mhlawumbe i-echo yezinsuku ze-porny ezedlule, isalokhu isekhanda lami njengokuqina endaweni yonke?). Angiyena umuntu osemusha ffs, ngingu-25 manje.
Izinto zizonke zihle kakhulu. Angisakhathazeki ngempilo kabhanana, futhi ngidinga ukugxila manje ngomsindo wengqondo. Kungenza ngizizwe sengathi kunciphisa amandla ami okumthanda, futhi lokho kufana nokuqothuka. Sibe nesikhathi esimnandi futhi sizohlangana emavikini ambalwa kepha ngizizwa kabi ngokuthi ngisengumuntu ongakwazi ukwehlisa umoya ngocansi imizuzu embalwa.
Ngasohlangothini oluhle, okungenani ngingamdonsa kahle isikhathi eside. Ngesikhathi sokugcina ngangena ngaphakathi kwentombazane (eyayiku-2013) kwase kuphele cishe ngomzuzu owodwa, noma ngaphansi. Ekugcineni ngizizwa sengathi kubaluleke kakhulu ukumenelisa kunami. Ezinye izinto zithatha nje isikhathi esiningi ukulinganisela ekhanda lakho, ngicabanga. Nginomuzwa wokuthi konke kuzohamba kahle, ekugcineni.
Inothi ngokuphathelene namandla amakhulu + ithiphu yabo bonke: ekuqaleni kukanovemba ngangikhathala kakhulu, futhi kwanciphisa ikhono lami lokwenza kahle esikoleni nokuthola ukuzivocavoca umzimba okwanele, okwangenza ngazizwa ngiba mubi nakakhulu. Ngangichitha amahora angu-12 ngosuku ngilele. Ngithole ukuhlolwa kwegazi, kwavela ukuthi uvithamini D (ongewona uvithamini kanye nokuningi i-steroid) amazinga aphansi kakhulu, into ejwayelekile kubo bonke abakhulayo emazweni anezinkathi zobusika nokukhanya kwelanga okuncane. Nginencwadi kadokotela ye-Vit D eyengeziwe, kanye namaphilisi we-Vitamin D avela esitolo (anesisindo esiphansi kakhulu kunaleso esivela ekhemisi, kodwa ngingawathatha nsuku zonke kunamasonto onke), futhi ngizizwa ngikhulu futhi nginomfutho manje.
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